Resurrection Dream - Part 2
The midst of a sleepless night. Thoughts, cascading through my head refusing to slow down tormenting me with their bustle. A jumble, which I'm too tired to untangle. On the bedstand, a cigarette winking at me invitingly. Who am I that I should resist its call? The window is closed I must have shut it before bed now all steamed up from within blurring the view. I pull up the window, then pull on the smoke. One of life's rare moments of pleasure that lead inexorably to death. The irony of this escapes me. To fear death in the midst of this living decay. This is my Resurrection Dream. That I shall awake and find this is real.
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