.III.
Niamh was silent for a moment, chewing at the ring through her lower lip.
"Where d'ye want me te start...?" She said finally
Lucy swallowed to clear her throat and with some effort, sat up straighter against the tree trunk.
"...Start... small..." She whispered, still breathless.
"Hokay..."
Niamh made a face and stood, unfolding herself from a seated position with a weirdly sinuous grace. Lucy watched her as she did, her brow furrowed, and just as Niamh opened her mouth to speak, Lucy held up a finger to stop her.
"Also..." She paused, rather to get her breath than for effect. "You look like a... fairytale..."
A look of puzzlement travelled across Niamh's features. "Whut?"
Lucy pointed at her. "You... look like, a Fairytale Elf. You look weird."
There was a pause whilst Niamh considered this, then she said: "Wu'll cum tae tha'. Ai think tha' ye shuid jes' deal wi' wun thing at a tyme, hokay...?"
Lucy, who in all honesty was having a hard time dealing with anything, could only nod her head, too exhausted for anything else.
"Ok..." Was all she could say, and waved an arm in Niamh's direction.
"We're yn the Grate Forist." Began Niamh, gesturing expansively at the trees around them both. "Tis tai the west o'the Provinse a' Cyrodiil, wur we ar noo. Behynde me," she continued, turning and pointing like the oddest tour guide that Lucy had ever seen, "behynde me yz Lake Rumare, upon whyche yz The Ymperial City."
She paused a moment, looking at Lucy, who nodded at her to continue.
"Hokay, thus entire region yz the Heartlands, yn the center o' the provinse, th' forist streches tai west an' north o' heeyar..."
"Where, are... we going?" Lucy interrupted, she was finding it no easier to speak, and if anything she felt worse than ever. "To... the city down there...?"
"Nay." Niamh's response was immediate. "I dinnae thynk that wul be a guid idea. Y'see ai..." Her voice tailed off a moment. "Le's jes' say I hae ma reasons fer stayin' awai."
She stood for a moment in thought, chewing at her pierced lip, tapping the side of her nose with a long finger.
It was an admirably bitesize, if information-lite, summary of the pair's present circumstances. Even this though was to prove too much for Lucy.
"I think... I'm going to pass out, again..." She breathed, her eyes already becoming vacant and glassy. Niamh watched her as Lucy slumped sideways, her body flopping once more onto the grass at the foot of the massive trunk.
Looking round nervously, Niamh padded softly over to Lucy and knelt down by her. "Ai hope ai'v dun the rite thyng..." She whispered softly, if only to reassure herself.
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Lucy came round with a start. It was pitch black and her head was throbbing with a pain that immediately made her long for the oblivion of sleep once again. Lying still, she took an experimental breath and found that, whilst still less than ideal, she at least felt she could breathe a little easier. With a soft groan, she raised a hand to her forehead and ran her fingers over the ugly cut that spanned it.
"Dinnae touch yt..." Whispered a heavily-accented voice from just behind her. With a gasp Lucy pulled her hand away. There was the sound of water pattering onto the ground, and then what felt like a damp cloth was laid gently over her forehead.
"Leave yt thair, hokay?" Came the voice again. Lucy finally recognised it as Niamh's.
"Niamh...?"
"Aye." Came the reply after a pause.
"I don't..." Began Lucy, but Niamh stopped her, squeezing her shoulder.
"Lay styll, wull ye, eh?"
In the darkness Lucy heard Niamh very softly change her position until, identifiable only by a slender shadow, or rather a darkening of the area in front of Lucy's face, the Elf was sitting by Lucy's side, and looking down at her.
"Ai had tae moov ye, wun ye passed oot." Whispered Niamh. "We ur hieyar uppe the slope. Soldiers frae th'Ymperial City saw uz arrive an' cam tai looke fer uz, ore whutevva cam thru the portle."
She was silent for a moment, the long fingers of one hand pressing lightly on the damp cloth covering Lucy's forehead.
"Mynde yoo." She continued after a moment. "Uvree F**ka frae heeyar tai the Skyrim borda, wuid-a heerd uz, ai rekkon..."
"So what happens now?" So many questions were bubbling in Lucy's mind that not a one of them seemed more appropriate to ask than any other.
"Wull..." Began Niamh staring, presumably, into the trees to Lucy's left, her dark eyes glittering in the starlight. Now Lucy's eyes were more accustomed to the dark, she could vaguely see the other woman, silhouetted against the relatively brighter sky and if anything, even - (or because of) - being only partially glimpsed, Niamh seemed even more otherwordly. Added to this increasing strangeness, there were constellations that Lucy could see in the sky beyond her companion that bothered her also, mostly because she had never seen them before.
Niamh, her voice bearing only vestiges now of what it had sounded like when first they had met literally a world away, if she were to be believed, talked on, but Lucy's thoughts drifted away. The pain in her head, and her growing hunger and thirst; the circumstances that found her here, still fuzzed and blurred in her mind's eye; all these though pressing, taking a back seat to the nearly overwhelming feeling of being somewhere utterly alien.
Strange skies above her, the cries of creatures in the woods around her, borne on a breeze that carried with it smells that were at once familiar and yet utterly unknown in too many ways; and the ever-present feeling that she was about to simply run out of breath, which, though somewhat better, was still very much there. All of these things jostled in her mind for attention, tumbling over each other as they fought to be acknowledged and addressed.
And then there was Niamh.
"What are you?" She heard herself say.
Niamh stopped, her train of thought broken. "Whut?" She said.
Lucy raised herself on her elbows. "What you Niamh? What are... you, and why have you brought me... here?"
The Elf was silent for a moment, perhaps thinking how to answer, though Lucy had no real idea. In the darkness she could see only the glimmer of Niamh's eyes and her slim silhouette.
"Ai dinnae ken if thus yz the tyme, Lucy." Said Niamh at length, evidently trying to be gentle with the other woman.
It was lost on Lucy however.
"Well I say it is...!" She grated, her teeth gritted. "I say it is, Niamh."
She saw Niamh's silhouette pull away from her, and gestured round about in the darkness.
"I'm freezing my ass off in a f**king forest on a mountain, for Christ's sake! I got nothing but the clothes... I was wearing, skirt and blouse... and, and I'm here and you..."
Lost for words, she shrugged. "You owe me something... something at least."
She heard Niamh sigh, there was a pause then; "Hokay, ai'll tell ye."
"Thank you." Replied Lucy, then adding, "please though, can we have some...warmth, a fire, at least?"
"Nay." said Niamh. "We'ur nay safer oop heeyar then we wer doon the hill. Yn fact..." The elf shifted, and Lucy saw the deeper shadow of her head turning from side to side, "Yf 'nethin' we'ur yn mor danjur, yn the darke, an' on that note..." Niamh moved silently closer to Lucy, bent her head down to the other woman's face. Lucy received a sudden rush of a strongly cinnamon scent, mixed with some exotic sweetness as the elf's warm, moist breath touched her skin.
"Kepe ur voice Doon, hokay?" She pulled back, and even despite her anger, Lucy felt a faint disappointment as the heady scent faded away.
The nighttime breeze was chillier now, and Lucy, her movements and breathing still somewhat laboured in the thin air, sat up, the damp cloth falling to the ground from her forehead. She pulled her knees up to her chest, wrapping her arms around her legs. "Go on then..." She prompted, her voice quieter and softer now.
"Wull..." Began Niamh, then sighed, and stopped. She was silent for so long, in fact, that Lucy could feel her anger returning, and was, nighttime dangers or not, about to say something, when the other woman finally appeared to have found the right track for her thoughts.
"Luik, Lucy, ye nede tai get uzed tai the fact tha' ye'ur nay yn ye're own wurld, k? Thus wurld heeyar, yz a verra diff'rent place alltugetha."
"And you brought me here..." interjected Lucy.
"Tai saiv ur lyfe!" Responded Niamh, "Ye wuid ha'..."
"I did not need saving, until I met you!" Lucy's voice was far more than a whisper but she was beyond caring, her life had been just fine before this... before Niamh had arrived and f*cked it all up.
"Wull ye let me hae ma sai!" said Niamh, with some force. "Hey? ye wanted a hexplunaishun, noo let me!"
Begrudgingly, Lucy forced herself to calm down.
Niamh took a deep, calming breath, let it out slowly.
"Whun ye sed ai luiked lyk a faerietail, ye wuz sorta rite." She began again. "As ye wuid unnerstan' yt 'newai. Ai am indede an Elf, or... mosslee at 'nee rate. thus wurld, yt has menee beyins that ye wuid thynk ar frae storeez, k? Ai suppoze ai am wun o'them."
Niamh paused to let this sink in. Lucy, for whom this information was, alarmingly, not the strangest thing she had heard or seen that day, nodded in the darkness for Niamh to continue, and was largely unsurpised when it appeared that Niamh had seen her do it, and could in fact see her just fine despite the lack of light, for she continued straight away.
"Ai am whut thus wurld, Nirn - (ov wych heeyar, Cyrodiil yn Tamriel, yz a part) - calls a "Bosmer",a Woode Elf, altho', ai'm nae compleetlee tha'..." Lucy was aware at this point that Niamh was clearly not telling her everything about herself, but it seemed equally from the tone of her voice, that she herself was a little confused on the point. She stored this information away for later.
"Ai am whut ye see, an' ai sounde lyke thus, yn realitee, Lucy. Nae whut ye saore an' heer'd yn ur wurld." A pause, then; "Tha' wuz a... reflekshun a'me, a translashun uv me." Another pause. "Whut ur wurld thort ai luiked lyke. D'ye see?" This last question was asked with something of a desparate tone, as if Niamh, having struggled to explain something that she herself did not fully understand, was hoping that Lucy would simply acknowledge the information she was given, so that Niamh could move onto safer ground.
Lucy was not about to let her off so easily, however.
"So why am I the same... here, as I was?" She asked, and Niamh made a sound in her throat that indicated her displeasure at not being let off the hook, with a sigh she continued.
"Wull, ye dinnae belong heeyar, Lucy, ai had te pull ye frae ur wurld tae thus wun, tae save ye. Tha's why ye hae got the problemz tha' ye hae got, wuth ye breath an' all - ye shuid nae be heeyar."
"You got that right." Said Lucy, then; "So, how you were ok in my world - I'm struggling here, Niamh..."
Again there was a long silence, and when Niamh spoke again, her voice betrayed emotions so unlike those that hitherto Lucy had associated with this strange woman, that she was actually taken aback; loss and some great sadness infused Niamh's words.
"Whut meks ye thynk ai wuz ok...?" She asked quietly, and hard on the heels of that; "Ai dinnae belong 'neeweyar, Lucy, 'neemore. Ai nevva belong'd heeyar tai start, an' whun ai... died... ai stopped hae'yn' 'neeweyar ai cuid call a home."
"I don't..." Began Lucy, thoroughly confused, but Niamh leant forward and placed a finger on her lips to silence her. Again there was the scent of cinnamon, and Lucy found herself experiencing once again a vague and not unpleasant tingling feeling, tinged also though with a strange feeling of loss, not for herself, but as if some deep and unheeled sorrow had transferred itself from Niamh to her.
"Lemme sai..." Said Niamh. In the darkness, Lucy could only nod.
"Ai, ai hae a place heeyar wunce, tai th'east o' heeyar. Wuz'nae much buit twas myne. Anna wumman, wuth hoom ai loved verra much. Then ai fownde owte who ai reella wuz an' ai lost evverathyn', e'en ma lyfe." She paused for a moment, and Lucy could not be certain, but she thought that she heard a snuffling sound from the shadowed form in front of her.
"Ai awoke yn ur wurld... dyffrunt..." Continued Niamh. "Buit sumhae the same as bifour. I dinnae ken yffe ai hae alwaiz bin theeyar or yffe ai jus' wuz, buit ai felt ai wuz adryft sumhae an' yet mebbe ai cuid mek a lyfe fer masel'. Start agin, p'raps, ye ken...?"
Lucy, still silent, nodded, knowing that Niamh could see her.
"Ma naycher yz Fey, Lucy, ai am wylde lyke the wynd an' ai fownde a lyfe o' sortz that sootid me. Buit thenne ai met yoo..."
"Me?"
"Aye, yoo. Ye ar lyke the wumman ai yoosed tai luv, ye e'en luik lyke her an' her nem wuz "Luciana", ai used te cawl her "Looch"..." Niamh gave a little laugh after this last statement, and it was so full of yearning heartbreak that Lucy felt her own eyes fill with tears.
Yet she felt anger rise within her chest as well.
"And so you pretended I was her." She said quietly. "For all of this, it wasn't me you wanted but her, wasn't it?" Lucy felt her lip begin to quiver, not only had she been wrenched literally screaming from her own world, but it was not even for some noble reason or purpose, it was all for a selfish lie it seemed, for someone else's wistful gratification; an attempt to regain, using her, a life they had lost.
"Ai thoght ai cuid lyve agin wi' ye, Lucy, mebbe, ai dunno. yt wuz wrong ai know buit ye hae tai see; whun ai reelyzed whut ai wuz doin' ai tried tai stop, ai sed, buit yt wuz too lait...!" The pleading in Niamh's voice was real, but it was still not enough.
"It was, too late, for me." Lucy muttered to herself, then out loud she said, "So, then, the... thing in my room..."
"Aye, the Daedra." Said Niamh, her voice betraying her evident relief at being able, if not to change the subject completely, then at least to move away from its raw and emotional core. "Ai guess ye wuid know them as deamyns in ur wurld." She went on.
Lucy didn't know about daemons from sh*t, all she did know was that she had been jolted awake shortly after midnight that morning - (she assumed it was the same day, though she had no way of really knowing) - by an intensely bright light accompanied by a low grating sound and a foul smell. She had been asleep on her sofa, wearing the clothes she was still in now, and, somewhat the worse for a bottle of cheap red wine, had at first simply assumed that she was dreaming, as opening her eyes she was confronted by a hellish vision.
In the centre of her living room a creature stood on four pairs of legs terminating in needle sharp points, these legs extended from a thorax composed of some dull brown chitinous material, behind which depended a bulbous abdominal sac, soft and flabby and covered with thick, gingery hair. The creature looked for all the world like some massive, mutated spider, but for the fact that where it's head should have been there was instead the nude, heavy-breasted torso of a woman, the skin grey and thickly tattooed. Upon the wide, muscular shoulders sat a head covered almost completely by a large black helm, leaving only a cruelly-twisted, red-lipped mouth showing. The creature's muscular arms terminated in large hands with thick, clawed-tipped fingers, one set of which had been wrapped around a wicked-looking axe or cleaver of some fashion.
Lucy had lain, paralysed with fear, on her sofa, staring stupidly at the nightmarish creature as, its putrid breath steaming from beneath its helm and its clawed feet skittering on the wooden floor, it had turned its head towards her...
Niamh's whispering voice brought her out of her reverie and back to the present.
"Tymes wuz heeyar whun the Daedra romed frae Gates 'cross the land," Niamh said, "an' nun wuz safe frae them. Buit that thret wuz for-stawl'd an'e'er since thiz beestys flock onlee tae poorfull sawces o' Majik, oar o' vairy-ants tai the norm."
"Meaning...?" Asked Lucy, though in truth she felt that she already knew the answer.
"Meenin' that thai ar led tai thoz liek me - thoz hoo dinnae belong." Said Niamh bluntly. "E'en afor ma... deth, ai wuz a beekun tai kritters frae Elcewear. Buit synce mai... ritern, thiz kritters hae cum fer me." She paused, and when she continued, Niamh's voice had in it that same sorrowful tone that Lucy had heard from her earlier. "Ai trid tae sai, Lucy, I trid tae tek masel' frae ye, tai droor them awa' buit yt wuz tai layt... ai'm so soree..."
Despite everything, Lucy really felt that Niamh meant it, the apology was heartfelt and sincere. It didn't, in truth, help much, but it was something to hold onto at least.
"Are you really dead?"
"Ye doan' sound supryzed..."
"Niamh," began Lucy, "today has seen me nearly killed by some Spider-Beast, grabbed by you and dropped... here..." She took a breath. "...Only to nearly die again, and for you to then... turn out to be an Elf - an Actual, Elf, and I am apparently in a, Magical Fairy Story - the fact that you are apparently dead, in This Place, is in no way the, most surprising thing that has happened to me..."
From somewhere off to their right something large moved slowly through the undergrowth and down the slope. Lucy felt the short hairs on the back of her neck prickle.
"Wull, Yus, ai canne see tha'." Replied Niamh, once the sounds had disappeared. "Wull, yus tho ai wuz nai masel', ai rimemba ai wuz execyootid by hangin', yn ma towne, to th'east o' heeyar - Bravil, on the watta... Luciana was watchyn'..."
There was silence for a moment. An owl hooted from further up the slope, again to their right. Lucy saw Niamh's head move to the direction of the sound, saw her body momentarily stiffen, and then relax.
"Hmm... Wull, ai hae nai idea why ai cam bak, nun, buit ai dyd. Thur must bee a reesun..." The silhouette shrugged; a shake of the head. "Buit ai dinnae ken whut yt cuid bee. Mebbe yoo..."
Lucy smiled ruefully, made a soft noise.
"What about this Luciana?"
"Ai dunno Lucy, ai dunno e'en whut tyme thus yz, ev'reewun ai yoosed tai know cuid be ded an' gon fur als ai know... ore mebbe, thai nevva wur..."
Lucy, listening to the Elf, could not help but feel that perhaps the two of them were actually one and the other both just as lost here. From what Niamh had said, if it was true, Lucy at least had somewhere to belong - even though it seemed unreachable now, whereas she - Niamh - belonged nowhere; adrift, Niamh had found an anchor in Lucy's world, Lucy herself it seemed, and for better or for worse, the two of them now appeared to be entwined - (though not in the way that Lucy had once envisaged).
Thinking on it, Niamh had indeed all but broken up with her, and now Lucy could see why - though she was no nearer to understanding the wherefores. Equally, when the sh*t had hit the fan and Lucy had been cornered in her apartment by the Spider-Thing - (ironically awoken from a boozy night mourning the loss of her fledgling relationship with Niamh) - then Niamh had appeared, on cue and seemingly from nowhere, and rescued her, or at least removed her from the frying pan...
"But if I had never been with you, then I would never have needed saving..." Whispered Lucy to herself.
"Soree, whut...?"
Niamh had not been concentrating on Lucy for some minutes.
Increasingly something was bothering her, the usual sounds of the Great Forest were all present and correct, but that was the problem, they were All There All At Once in what increasingly seemed to be a deliberately manufactured fashion. Niamh's skin was itching and her sinewy body stiffened, as she strained to sense anything that would confirm her growing fear.
...It was almost as if...
Something was coming.
Time slowed.
Niamh, turning to Lucy: "Run!" A harshly-whispered command.
Shoving her, pushing her, Lucy falling sideways and clambering oh-so-slowly to her hands and knees.
Niamh, all pretence at quiet gone now, leaping to her feet.
"Ruuun!!!"
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This post has been edited by PhonAntiPhon: Apr 29 2016, 07:56 AM