Chapter XXIX �" Into the HeartlandTowering stone walls loomed high above Cain and Anska as they approached the massive wooden gates of Skingrad’s western entrance. The immense breadth of the city took the Nord woman’s breath away �" nothing in her homeland resembled the size and might of this fortified city deep within Cyrodiil’s West Weald. Even the capital city of Solitude barely approached the splendor that now stood before her. But she also had never felt further from home.
Home, she thought to herself.
I wonder if I’ll ever see it again.“I promise that you will,” reassured Cain.
“Oh, sorry,” muttered Anska. “I still forget sometimes that you can hear thoughts like that now. Don’t worry about me, love. I’m a fish out of water down here, just as I’m sure you were the moment you set foot on the Solitude docks.”
“You’re not wrong about that. But this time I have you and you have me.” They had now trod through the gates and were meandering along a cobblestone road that bisected the city. Cain led them under a bridge and then up a road to the left that headed for the market district. “West Weald Inn is just ahead. We’ll get a proper meal and a good night’s sleep for a change.”
It was late evening on the eight day of their trek to the Imperial City, and the inn was bustling with activity. Merchants, traders, craftspeople, and residents of Skingrad were pouring in through the doors and saddling up to the bar for a rambunctious night of food and libations. Cain and Anska had grabbed a table near the stairs, away from the throng of people packed around the bar.
Nursing a weak mead, Anska studied a brass plaque on the wall above their table. “Any idea who that was?” she asked her fiancé.
Cain followed her gaze. “Sinderion? Famous alchemist, I think. Heard he was found dead deep under Skyrim of all places. Maybe he was from Skingrad? Serana would probably know for sure.”
Their food soon arrived and they dug into the sumptuous meal with a zeal born of lean eating on the long road east. The haughty waitress keeping tabs on their table stopped by frequently to refill their mugs and ask how they were enjoying “real food”. Anska nearly slammed her head off the table until Cain reminded her that they still looked out of place. A Nord and a Redguard passing through town in filthy armors tended to catch the eye of those who viewed themselves as nobility.
Luckily, Cain has been able to procure a room downstairs, complete with a bathing area. Nighttime was firmly entrenched outside when they’d decided to make use of said bath, but then a stranger sat down at the table with them and pulled down her hood.
The soft features of Mara were just barely recognizable from their last encounter with the goddess of Love and Compassion in Blacklight. Her blonde hair now had a slight curl, but her blue eyes still blazed brightly from a face more muted to blend in among mortals.
“Hello again, children,” she spoke softly to them. “I see you have elected to ignore my warnings, and those of Kyne’s, as well?”
“I, er, well,” began Cain. He glanced at Anska for help, but she was also caught off guard at Mara’s sudden reappearance, her mouth slightly agape while she stared in wonder.
“You needn’t try to justify your actions. I’m all too familiar with what love will drive people to do, though I had hoped you could find a measure of restraint.” She paused to smile warmly at them. “I won’t admonish you any further. And I am pleased to see how far the two of you have come �" engaged to be wedded, and a child on the way? It fills me with joy to see it.”
“That’s… thank you, ma’am,” said Anska. “Look, I’m sorry we ignored you for our own selfish desires, but it has made us closer than I ever thought possible. I love this man dearly and I wouldn’t hesitate to do it all again.”
“I appreciate your honesty, miss Anska. However, your journey is not over yet and there is still peril ahead of you both. It’s a dangerous path you walk and you must remain true to each other as you have thus far. I offer one more piece of advice: stay by each other’s side no matter what. Only together can you face what is to come, and stand tall at the end.”
Having said her piece, Mara excused herself from the table and left the inn as silently as she had entered. Cain and Anska stared after the goddess, still slightly in shock at her sudden and abbreviated appearance in Skingrad of all places.
Shaking his head, Cain downed the last of his wine and flagged down the waitress. He paid for their meal and then motioned to the basement door. “Fancy a soak? We can talk more about what just happened away from preening ears and prying eyes.” They made their way downstairs and were soon laying against one another in a steaming tub of water, enjoying the warmth as it eased their tired bodies.
Anska was feeling a measure of guilt from their impromptu meeting with Mara, and she couldn’t help but worry about the future. Her fingers swirled the soapy bubbles aimlessly while she wrestled with the implications of the goddess’ second visit.
“Cain?” she asked, softly.
“Hm?”
“Are you worried about…us? This is the third time we’ve been given some sort of cryptic warning about our fate together. We spat in the face of the Divines once already �" do you think we’ll come to regret it?”
“I’ll never regret what it’s given us,” he promised her. “From the moment I laid eyes on you in Stonehills I wanted nothing more than to be with you, Anska. I was devasted when we parted ways after High Gate, but when I found you again in the palace gardens nothing else seemed to matter. I was given another chance and I vowed to not to let you go again if I could help it. You and our unborn child are my entire world, and nothing will tear us down as long as there is breath in my body.”
She craned her neck up and kissed him. “You always know just what to say to make me feel better.” Then Anska looked down at his broad hand resting on her belly. “It’s way too early for you to be doing that,” she chuckled, laying her own hand on top of his. “I never thought I’d end up here, you know. I thought I’d be stuck hunting around home until I was old and gray, fending off the pigs that work in the iron mine. Then I kicked open Ikor’s door with a deer slung over my shoulder, and saw you sitting there with Athis, staring right at me.”
“I’d never seen anything so beautiful,” said Cain. “And when you laughed at my terrible pick-up line, I was yours forever. Your smile may not have actually melted the snow but it certainly melted my heart.”
“Oh, piss off!” laughed Anska, playfully smacking his shoulder. “You just couldn’t help yourself, could you?”
“I never can when it’s you.”
Anska relaxed even more into the blissful waters and closed her eyes. She did feel better about Mara’s visit after talking to Cain about it, but she suspected it would always be at the back of her mind. Deciding it was better to be safe than to be sorry, she resolved to offering the goddess a prayer in the mornings when she also prayed to Lady Kyne.
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They were on the move again by sunrise, with a long way yet to go. A seemingly endless expanse of trees lined both sides of the well-traveled road, teeming with animals, dense undergrowth, and vibrant flowers that Anska didn’t recognize.
Cain seemed to recognize most of them, though, and he was constantly a petal here or a sprig there. His belt pouch was beginning to overflow from all the ingredients he was shoving into it.
“Do you really need all of that?’ she asked him after handful of Alkanet seeds spilled all over his boots.
“Never know when we’ll need to whip up a remedy,” said Cain. “I’m sure the girls were glad I had aloe and lavender on hand after you laid into them.”
Shaking her head, Anska continued on ahead of him, drinking in the lush, unfamiliar landscape as she rounded a bend in the road. Lost in the splendor of the Heartland, a brutish highwayman nearly caught her off guard when he leapt down from atop a small hillock, demanding she empty her pockets. Hearing the sudden clamor around the bend Cain dashed ahead only to find Anska wiping the blood from her axe on a fur armored corpse.
“Did he give you any trouble?”
“Not really,” replied Anska, examining her axe. “Looks like I nicked the blade on one of his rivets though. How long until we find a blacksmith?”
“At least another week, if we make good time. Skingrad was roughly the halfway point.”
“Suppose that’s what I get for not carrying a whetstone,” shrugged Anska. “Ah well.”
And on they went, winding eastwards towards Lake Rumare and the Imperial City.
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Far to the north, in their much colder homeland of Skyrim, things were not progressing nearly as well. Despite their best efforts, Linneá and Serana had yet to turn up anything to indicate Sybille Stentor, esteemed court wizard of Solitude, was up to anything nefarious. She kept a strict routine befitting of her secret condition and fulfilled her duties in service of Kirin to the letter.
Upon day after day after day of frustration, they decided to step back from the investigation for a while with hopes that a fresh start would help to illuminate something they had missed. Sitting on the floor of the palace gardens, they were both buried in rather large and archaic tomes on Mysticism, and did not notice that Lydia has arrived with the young Ayleid elf they’d rescued.
“Ahem.”
“Oh, hey mum,” said Linneá, her eyes moving up from the book. “What’s up?”
“Salihn here would like to say something to you ladies.”
They both closed their books and set them aside, but before either one of them could get to their feet Salihn had rushed forward and dove into Serana’s arms. “Thank you for saving me from the bad people!” she cried, her accent in the common tongue impeccable. “I looked for
ages after they came to our village but I didn’t find anyone but you.” Serana returned the hug, smiling uncertainly at her wife.
“Mum, when did she start talking again?” asked a flummoxed Linneá. “She hasn’t made a peep since we brought her back with us!”
“Sybille and I have been working with her and she finally came out of her shell this morning. Poor thing was traumatized we think �" her entire village and all her family gone in the blink of an eye. But the first thing she asked for was to see you two. I think you’ve made a new friend!”
Salihn finally let go of Serana and then gave Linneá the same fierce embrace. The elf eventually unwrapped her arms from her, and offered each of them a freshly cut flower blossom before heading back inside with Lydia, leaving behind two very confused rescuers.
“What the hell just happened?” said Linneá, staring blankly at her flower.
“Um. Elle? You don’t think she… you know… “
A silence fell between them as the gravity of Serana’s timid attempt at a question settled on their minds. Linneá knew exactly where her wife was going with that train of thought and it terrified her. She was still staring at the flower: a newly sprouted pink carnation from Sybille’s private greenhouse. The significance of that particular blossom was not lost on her.
“No way,” said Lineá. “No no no. Ana, we can’t. I mean… we’ve talked about it, but, I, uh. There is no way we’re ready for that.”
“We aren’t? It’s not like we’re getting any younger. Nor can we do it the old-fashioned way.”
Linneá gazed absentmindedly towards the door Lydia and Salihn had disappeared through. “Maybe we’re reading too much into this?” she offered. “Poor girl probably just wanted to see who saved her again. Yeah, that’s probably all it was. Who knows what would have happened to her if we’d just left her behind.”
Serana watched her other half curiously, a slight smile playing at the corners of her mouth. It had been a long time since she’d seen Linneá so nervous about something. Even the situation with Cain and Anska had left her more saddened than apprehensive. But she did have a point… maybe they were reading too much into it. Then again…
“For what it’s worth, Elle… I think you’d be a terrific mother.”