Chapter XLI – Possibilities and ImpossibilitiesA six-foot diameter circle of grass had been burned off just a few steps outside of Gwyn’s cabin, revealing the damp morning soil beneath it. There remained at the center a single orange wildflower, surrounded by ancient runes that had been carefully painted onto the ground by Cain and Gwyn at sunrise. With the sun now steadily soaring overhead, she sat cross-legged at the center of the ritual circle with her eyes closed, concentrating on the chronomantic theories she’d been digesting.
Cain sat in a chair on the nearby front porch, watching and waiting eagerly to see if his friend could pull off a successful first test of this mysterious branch of magick. Thunderous rain clouds loomed far away on the horizon, so it was now or never. By lunch time, the runes would be washed away by the relentless march of nature. And time.
He sipped from his mug of coffee and then leaned forward when Gwyndala raised her hands, her palms filling with a vibrant blueish-white magicka that swirled and eddied in shapeless, yet threaded forms. The energy blossomed outwards to encompass the entirety of the small clearing, and the runes themselves began to glow with the same mystical light. Eyes still clamped firmly shut in concentration, Gwyn’s hand started to move in complex patterns that left a faint trail of light behind them, mimicking the runes painted upon the earth.
Then Gwyn’s hands came to a rest, stretched out in front of her and hovering delicately over the single wildflower. Her eyes opened and she gazed down at the orange petals and green stalk in front of her as she began to move her lithe hands in a circular motion around it. The energy of time flowed between her fingertips and cascaded down over the test subject. Astonished by what he was at last seeing, Cain rose from his seat and crept nearer to the ritual zone just in time to see the flower grow taller and taller and taller before shrinking down to a miniscule sprout, barely freed from its seed pod.
Gwyn reversed the circular motion of her hands and the flower grew upwards once again until she stopped, returning it to the natural state it had been in before her interference with the flow of time. The magick around her slowly faded from existence and the runes ceased glowing just in time for the ominous clouds overheard to begin their cleansing rains.
She pushed herself up off the ground and retreated to the dryness of the front porch where Cain stood waiting, admiring his friend and her competency with previously untested magick. “Weren’t those clouds a lot further off when I started?” she asked him.
The rain had already begun to wash away the runes. Cain frowned at her question and worriedly looked out over the moors for signs of a certain goddess that had been absent for a few days. Nothing leapt out at him and there were few trees among the expansive grasslands for her to be perched in.
“I get what you’re implying, but there’s no sign of her,” said Cain. “Maybe the winds kicked up and blew it in faster than we expected.” He turned back towards Gwyn and smiled at her, resting a hand on her shoulder. “Hey, so, that was really fantastic for a first attempt. It was amazing to see you at work, confidently practicing such an obscure form of the arcane like a master. I’m proud of you.”
Tears welled up in the corners of Gwyn’s eyes and she spun around on the balls of her feet and headed inside the cabin, closing the door behind her with a snap. Bewildered by the sudden turn of events, Cain stared at the door for a few seconds and contemplated following her. He decided instead to sit back down with his coffee and to give her some space. Gwyn was a complicated person that he still didn’t fully understand, and he’d learned from past mistakes not to pressure her.
Only a few moments had lapsed before the door was yanked back open and Gwyndala stomped out onto the porch, her previously dark red hair now changed to a delightful shade of golden-yellow that resembled an early spring tulip.
“Stand up!” she commanded. Cain did as he was told, while simultaneously being apprehensive about this change in demeanor. “Did you really mean what you said before?” she asked him, hopefully. “That you’re proud of me?”
“Is that what this is about?” he replied, letting himself relax. “Of course I’m proud of you, Gwyn! How could I not be after what you just pulled off?”
Gwyn threw herself into his arms and let the happy tears flow once again. “I’m sorry, I must seem like a damn blubbering nutjob.” She squeezed him tightly and then let go to dry her eyes. “Thank you, Cain. I, um… no one’s ever said that to me. Not once. I just needed a minute to let it sink in…”
“Yeah, well, you didn’t exactly get dealt a fair hand with life, you know. And my offer still stands: if you want a fresh start when this is all over, there’s a place for you at the Blue Palace.”
“Cain, we talked about this,” said Gwyn, a look of sadness dancing behind her eyes. “I can’t go back with you and you know that. I don’t belong in your life during that period of time. We’re already pushing the boundaries and testing the limits of reality by trying to save your wife and altering the past. But you existed there when you were supposed to. I was here, living in misery and hunting bandits for the gold to survive. We can’t [censored] around with the natural order of things like that.”
“I know that, Gwyn, I do. That doesn’t mean I have to agree with it. I hate the idea of you being out here on your own, without Time unfolding the way it has for us. What’ll happen to you if I’m not there to be saved? And if I’m not there to save you? You deserve a chance at a better life and I wouldn’t be able to forgive myself if my own desires washed that all away. Come back with me and to hell with the consequences!”
“Uggggghhhhh, stop speaking in convoluted circles like that! Temporal mechanics give me a [censored] headache. No more talking for a while. I’m going to brew some tea and then we are just going to sit and watch the rain, got it?”
She didn’t bother waiting for Cain to answer and headed back inside once again to throw the kettle on. He sipped again from his coffee that had long since become tepid and wondered to himself if asking Gwyn to grab him a mug of tea too would count against her no talking rule. Thankfully, he didn’t have to dwell on that for very long – their time together had become a fast friendship and she anticipated his want for a new drink.
So, for the next hour, they sat in silence with their hot tea and watched the storms roll across the Glenumbra Moors.
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“Son of a bitch!” exclaimed Linneá.
“What?” asked Serana. “Did you find something in that one?”
The two of them had spent the last four nights pouring over the books loaned to them by their brother, trying to piece together whatever it was that spurred on his desire to attempt such a dangerous and unpredictable endeavor. Until now, they had come up empty.
“It just clicked into place. And I hate to say it, dear, but… he’s right. Holy [censored]. Cain and Gwyn are on to something tangible, and I wouldn’t be surprised if they’ve already taken practice steps to test the validity.” She set the book down and took a few deep breaths to center herself. The implications were astounding, yet Linneá wondered if they should never see the light of day. “Ana this is real. With the right tools, he could actually alter the past with little ramifications, provided he does so with the utmost caution. He could save her, at the cost of only his time away from us this past year or so. And Gwyn, I suppose. They’ll never meet and only Cain would be aware of her.”
Serana closed her book and threw it on the bed, frowning at jumble of thoughts circulating through her wife’s mind. She reached out and placed a hand on Linneá’s leg.
“Slow down for a minute and explain to me what you found. Your brain is moving too fast for me to parse it out.”
“Cain was right about our inborn nature as Dragonborn and how we can attune ourselves to the flow of time. It’s not something I had previously considered, because I always assumed that only the most powerful dragons like Alduin or Akatosh himself could have any influence directly on it. But this isn’t so. If we can grasp the threads of linear time, either through magick, or by some other means, it can be navigated by someone possessing the willpower to do so. And he definitely has that.”
Leaning back in her chair, Serana exhaled loudly and stared up at the lofty ceiling. Searching inward, she found that the idea of it all terrified her on some level, and yet she could sense the mounting excitement over the prospect of it that Linneá was beginning to emanate. Her wife had always had a strong inclination towards learning and understanding magick at its deepest, but Serana couldn’t help but wonder if this was going too far.
Could Anska be saved? Or was the question they needed to ask not could, but should? Then she asked herself if either question truly mattered, for they would never know if Cain did succeed. Life would simply unfold from that new point in time, with Anska and her unborn child alive and well. They would only come to know of what happened if Cain told them what he’d done.
However, even that was uncertain. No one could predict temporal magick, otherwise it would have become more prevalent. His incursion into the past could blend both realties into one, leaving a lot of confusion and disorientation it the wake of it. Or maybe…
“I had the exact same though, my love,” said Linneá. “If he does this, I only see one scenario where it possibly works and the timing will be tricky, but not impossible.”
“You’re going to help him then?”
“To be honest, I don’t know. This isn’t something to rush headlong into and we haven’t had the luxury of considering it for three months.”
“I agree,” said Serana. “I won’t ask you not to, but let’s take some time to mull it over carefully. Especially since time is the one thing that we don’t have to worry about in all of this madness.”
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Nearly ten days had come and gone since Linneá disappeared from Gwyn’s cabin with the books Cain had loaned her. Kyne had visited once in the interim but it had been a cordial and brief stop to see how he was doing. In the meantime, several more ritual circles had been created and wiped away each day while Gwyn honed her influence over Chronomancy. She’d repeated the process with the flower a few times before moving onto more complex life. So far, only one toad had perished when she sped up time for it just a tad too much.
The spells were taxing though, and typically by midday she was spent. And to top it off, Cain’s incessant pacing had been driving her up the wall until she finally caved and allowed him to organize her chaotic house as a way to pass the time while they waited. Gwyn didn’t love the idea of him rooting through her belongings, but she had become empathetic enough to understand that the current inaction was unbearable for the man, especially when they were so close.
She watched him struggle to hang a particularly skimpy black dress of hers and began to wonder if she was making the right choice in staying behind. Life had been so… grim, before he had wormed his way in. What
would happen to her once he alters the past and never became a part of her life? Gwyn supposed she would technically never know, but damn it if the man didn’t have a huge influence on the woman she was slowly becoming.
Her idle thoughts were interrupted by a flash of purple light from inside her home, followed by two voices – one she recognized and another she didn’t. Gwyn headed inside and was greeted by Linneá with a nod, and with an apprising smile from a shorter pale woman who had equally dark, shoulder-length hair, and keen blue eyes.
“Ah, there you are Gwyn,” said Cain. “This is Serana: Linneá’s wife and my sister-in-law!”
Gwyndala offered a small curtsy and wasted no time with a question for them. “How in the hell did you find someone in that backward ass province who would wed two women?”
“Kyne,” shrugged Serana. “She does what she wants. And it’s nice to meet you Gwyn. Heard a bit about you from Elle.”
“Mhm. So, what brings you ladies to my home unannounced? Again.”
Linneá slipped her shoulder bag off and pulled out the three books Cain had offered her last week, setting them down on the now cleared off coffee table.
“So, we read through them and debated the merits of what you said, brother. You were right to infer that the answer would jump out at me, but I still have some questions before we agree to anything.”
“Shoot,” said Cain.
“First off, what was your actual plan?”
Cain looked at her in surprise. He had expected in depth questions on the means of time travel itself, not what he would do if it worked. Gwyn was also looking curiously at him and he started to wonder if they’d missed something.
“Um, I was just going to grab Anska, mum, and Salihn and take them to Elysium until the attack ended. Figured I would just regroup with dad and finish the job like we did the first time.”
“Thought it’d be something like that,” said Serana. “That’s not feasible, Cain.”
“How so?” frowned Gwyn, heading off a similar response from him. “It ties up everything with a neat little bow, doesn’t it? Cain saves his fiancé and gets his family out of danger. Everything is hunky-dory”
“No, it’s not,” tutted Linneá. “You missed something vital with temporal mechanics – when Cain goes back there will suddenly be two of him in the palace. And
that’s where things will get ugly. You’re not going to replace your past self, he’ll still be there defending our home.”
“Then how – oh,” said Cain. “Oh, damn. I see where you’re going with this. That’s going to be really awkward to explain. [censored], but what about mum and Salihn? I can’t leave them there to fend for themselves!”
“Take them to Elysium like you planned and then high-tail it out of there before anyone notices.”
“Hold the [censored] on,” chimed Gwyn. “How will THAT work? If the past Cain is still there, then his fiancé is going to disappear for ten months with a different version of himself! How the [censored] does any of this make sense?”
“And that’s where Elle and I got to before draining a bottle of brandy to make the headache go away,” replied Serana. “I think we’ve collectively re-discovered the reason why Time Magick has become taboo.”
Cain leaned back dejectedly in his chair with a feeling of failure welling up inside. It was all unraveling. Everything he and Gwyn had worked at day and night for three months was amounting to nothing. No matter what angle he looked at it from, the entire plan began to fall apart the further along it got. He felt the headache coming on and decided it was time for a very strong pot of coffee.