Chapter XIII – The Wheel Begins to TurnLuther Broad’s Boarding House stood in the Elven Gardens District of the Imperial City. It certainly did not have a reputation for being a classy establishment, but it nonetheless bustled with activity throughout the day. The bar itself had yet to begin serving drinks when the cellar door opened and closed, seemingly under its own power. The bartender stared at it curiously and then headed to his backroom while muttering something about ghosts under his breath.
He didn’t see the front door open and close either, which was perfectly fine with Kirin and Cain. They moved carefully through tree-lined streets under the cover of an exceptionally powerful invisibility spell cast on them by Linneá shortly before their departure. Deftly dodging shoppers, criers, unassuming citizens, and city guards, the unseen duo made their way towards the ever looming White-Gold Tower with haste. High Chancellor Anilay Cato waited patiently inside the tower itself and nearly jumped out of his skin in alarm when the father and son of the North materialized a few feet away from him.
“By the Eight! You gave me quite the fright, Messrs. Windborne!” He strode over to them and offered a grateful handshake to Cain. “It’s good to see you again, friend. I’m very sorry to have heard about your fiancé. Anska was a remarkable woman.”
“That she was,” agreed Cain. “But I’m doing okay, Anilay, thank you. I’ve had some time to grieve and eventually came to accept it. Now, can I formally introduce you to my father?”
“Yes, of course,” said Anilay.
The Imperial offered a low bow to the High King who quickly dismissed it. “None of that now, Mr. Cato. You needn’t be so formal, I don’t expect that of anyone.” He extended his own hand to the Chancellor. “Kirin Windborne, at your service.”
Anilay clasped it warmly in his own. “I see the apple doesn’t fall far from the tree. I’ll admit, I had some nerves about our meeting this morning, though I see now where Cain gets his easy-going nature from. However, we must retreat to a more private location. I can already see eyes lingering on us. We’ll head to my office.”
They followed Anilay deeper into the White-Gold Tower, passing numerous dignitaries and luminaries as they went, some nodding respectfully, others feigning indifference. The single common thread, though, was that all whom they passed fell into whispers shortly after Kirin and Cain’s passing. The Dragonborn King and his heir in heart of the Imperial City! Soon enough, it would be the sole subject of gossip pervading every district.
And the question that hung on the most tongues had yet to be answered: what would the Thalmor ambassadors have to say on the matter? Were they even aware of such a royal presence and its implications?
Tower abuzz with a renewed flurry, Anilay led them purposefully to the emperor’s study on the highest floor of the ancient and impassive building. “No stairs this time, Cain,” he winked. “Step into the air lift and we’ll reach our destination in mere seconds.”
Cain cast a fleeting glance at the winding grand staircase that rose up into the dimming lights high above their heads. Climbing them with Anska and Anilay felt like another lifetime ago, as if it was an echo from someone else’s mind, rather than a memory of his own. So much had changed, yet the constant motion of Time ferried him onward with more and more changes every day, every hour, every second. He suddenly recalled a passage regarding Time’s aspects he’d once read in a book that had stuck with him ever since: ‘Time is just a concept, and always the first thing to fade.’
It would seem memories also adhered to that ideal.
A hand gently gripped Cain’s shoulder. “Everything alright?” Kirin asked him. A marked concern shone in his eyes while Anilay awaited them with a similar angst. “You look as if we left your mind in Skyrim.”
“Sorry, dad. Got lost in the past. The last time I was here…”
“I know, son. I know. Do you need a minute?”
Cain shook his head. “No, I’m fine. Lead on, Anilay.”
The moment passed and they were soon seated around the same desk that Titus Mede II had occupied for decades. It seemed to Cain that very little had changed since his last visit, save for the antechamber containing Vaermina’s Orb. The High Chancellor left must have ordered it to be unbarred, because it now held a small sitting area with a vast collection of wines.
“I’m surprised you took this office, Anilay,” remarked Cain. “The pomp of it doesn’t suit you.”
“The Elder Council insisted,” shrugged Anilay. “They felt I deserved it for our work in exposing Mede’s schemes and wresting that accursed Daedric artifact from his grasp. I’d much rather be in my own office downstairs, but here we are.”
Kirin was studying the office in detail. It could very well be his soon and the practicality of it surprised him. He’d expected the office of one of Tamriel’s most powerful individuals to be far more lavish, or boastful.
Anilay noticed his roaming eyes. “Not what you had in mind, Lord Windborne?” he mused.
“Please, call me Kirin. And no, it’s not. But that’s a good thing.”
“I’m delighted that you think so,” said Anilay. “Shall we get down to business? I know you have a kingdom to run, so I don’t want to keep you here for too long.”
“Aye. I’ll also need to make sure I’m home in time to greet Delphine, eh?” winked Kirin.
That caught the High Chancellor off-guard. He momentarily sputtered before composing himself and then regarded Kirin with a new sense of intrigue. What else did this man know? What other secrets of the empire had been parsed? And, more importantly, would this taint the High King’s impression of Anilay? Luckily, the latter concern was quickly put to bed at the unfortunate expense of the Windborne clan’s keen insight of Cyrodiilic politics and espionage.
“You aren’t displeased at her impending presence?”
“Not at all. Delphine was helpful until she wasn’t. That was when we parted ways, and I bear no grudge against her. What really interests me are your intentions for the rest of the Blades. I’m also surprised that your Brother Cassian isn’t lurking nearby.”
Anilay leaned back in his chair and rubbed his temples. All of that was supposed to be highly classified information that the Thalmor could absolutely not be made aware of. “Forgive my bluntness…,” began Anilay, “but how in the name of Oblivion do you know all of this?”
“Let me assure you first that the Dominion doesn’t know what you are up to,” promised Kirin. “As for myself, well, Skyrim’s alliances with Hammerfell, High Rock, Orsinium, and Morrowind include a comprehensive network of intelligence sharing, Anilay. We have five kingdoms worth of spies, agents, moles, and informants working together against the Thalmor. There is little we don’t know.”
Cain looked nearly as shocked at his father’s words as Anilay did. He’d been so focused on his own problems since becoming a Windborne that he never really stopped and paid attention to what went on behind the scenes at the Blue Palace. Kirin certainly spent a lot of time in his study – far more than hosting court – and even more time consulting with high-ranking soldiers or diplomats.
In that moment Cain completely understood how woefully ill-prepared he was to fill the High King’s shoes. His tour of Skyrim to meet the Jarls was only the beginning, and he now found himself wondering if Gwyn deserved to be dragged into this world of politics and war. Then he shook those thoughts clear of his head for now and returned to the conversations at hand.
“I have to admit,” said Anilay, “that I’m no longer sure our Blades are necessary, especially if your own service is that much more robust. I suppose that will be up to you, should you make your claim.” At this point the High Chancellor rose from his seat and busied himself in the antechamber with a bottle of wine and three glasses. He returned shortly with those same three glasses filled with a rich red liquid and offered two of them to Kirin and Cain. “Surlie Brothers, and a Third Era vintage at that.”
Raising their glasses, they toasted and took gentle sips from the crystal glassware. Cain pretended to enjoy it, though he had no clue how it was supposed to taste compared to a new bottle.
Gwyn or Serana would probably be more impressed, he thought to himself. He wondered if Anilay had any mead in there but thought it would be in poor taste to ask.
“It’s time to broach the subject which brought you two here,” continued Anilay. “Since we are approaching this meeting without grandstanding, I shall simply come right out and ask: will you be making an official claim for the Ruby Throne?”
Kirin took a deep breath. There was no going back after this. Their lives would never be the same. “Yes. By my birthright as Dragonborn, I’ve already drafted a formal letter to the Elder Council.”
Anilay’s shoulders noticeably relaxed as if a great weight had been removed from them. “You have no idea how pleased I am to finally hear that, Kirin Windborne. The council will also be relieved, and we’ll be able to quell the warlords trying to consolidate power on the fringes of our land. A new day is dawning over the Empire and you will have my full support when that day comes.”
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It was near midday when father and son finally departed from the White-Gold Tower and headed back to the Elven Gardens District and Luther Broad’s. There was far more activity on the streets at such a prime hour but thankfully no one paid attention to the hooded strangers in their midst.
“I still don’t like this, dad,” said Cain. “We should just head home where you’ll be safe.”
“Relax, Cain. No one else knows we’re here. Hell, most of our own palace staff think I’m sequestered away in my study. The two of us are going to grab a pint and relax for a little bit. There is something we need to talk about.”
Recognizing it was time to drop the subject, Cain fell silent for the remainder of their walk. He wondered what Kirin had in mind but busied himself with watching the citizens going about their business around them instead. Everyone seemed to be in a big hurry, as if Nirn revolved around their relatively unobtrusive lives. Then it occurred to him with an odd feeling that they would one day be his father’s subjects. And, eventually, his, which Cain found slightly terrifying.
Fortunately, they came to the door of Luther’s before those notions could overwhelm him. Moments later Kirin and Cain were belly up to the bar with two foaming pints of mead. If anyone in the tavern recognized them, they kept it to themselves.
“So, what did you wanna discuss?” asked Cain. “I gather you wanted to do so privately, or we’d have just gone home.”
“Aye,” said Kirin. “Tell me, son – and be honest – are you still upset with Kyne?”
There it is, thought Cain.
I should have guessed that’s what this would be about. He took a pull from his mug while working out how to respond. The truth was, he had mixed feelings on the matter. Like Gwyn, he understood why Kyne had done it. But his initial anger outweighed that understanding, and Cain was having trouble letting that go, even if Gwyn had told him he shouldn’t shun the divine away. She was a huge and ever-present part of their lives.
“I, uh. I’m not sure,” admitted Cain. And he realized that was the truth, despite his misgivings. “I love Kyne, and I know she meant well, but I’m still having a hard time with it. Gwyn didn’t need to go through that again. She didn’t do anything to deserve it, and I wasn’t there to protect her. Part of me can’t help but feel I let her down and I think that’s why I’m still hung up on it.”
“That’s perfectly reasonable and sort of what I expected to hear,” said Kirin. “You love her, don’t you?”
“Unequivocally,” said Cain. “And I mean to make sure she knows it.”
“Good. I’m happy to hear that and I know that Lydia will be, too. And Gwyn seems like a good person that’s earned that love. I suggest you let your loyalty to her be all that matters, Cain. Let Gwyn and Kyne work out their issues on their own and offer support to them both in any way that you can. It may surprise you how much mum needs us, instead of the other way around.”
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Two pints and a quick trip down the cellar stairs later, they recalled to the Blue Palace just in time for lunch. Lydia greeted them and offered her husband and son to sit with her only to be met with a counteroffer from Cain.
“Why not come home with me? Salihn will be delighted to see us all and I want to get back there so Gwyn isn’t alone all day with her.”
“Another time,” said Kirin. “I need to review my draft to the council before it gets sent. I also need to let our allies know that the time has come.”
“Another time, then,” acknowledged Cain. He hugged them both and made sure to thank Kirin again for their talk earlier. “I appreciate you bringing it up. It gave me a lot to think about.”
“We’ll always be here for you.”
“And I expect to see you and Ms. Louvain here for dinner before your trip is underway,” said Lydia. “Got it?”
“Wouldn’t have it any other way, mum.”
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Soon thereafter, Cain materialized by the shrine outside of Elysium Estate with a grateful sigh. This was home and it took little time for that to be certain. It was peaceful. Serene. A far cry from the constant motion of Solitude. Only a few weeks had come and gone, yet he knew leaving it behind one day would be a monumental task. But that could be worried about in the future. Right now, someone was expecting him.
The moment Cain set foot inside the door that certain someone greeted him with a flurry of electric blue hair as Gwnydala launched herself into his arms.
“Next time, I go with you,” she commanded. “Period. I didn’t think I would miss you so much.”
He held Gwyn tight for a few seconds and then her eyes met his and Cain found himself lost in those deep pools. One green, the other a wonderful shade of brown with green flecks, they had always captivated him. There was something more in them this time though - something profound. Something he knew to be reciprocated. And he knew right then and there that it was time.
“Next time it is,” said Cain. “I love you, Gwyndala Louvain.”
“You’re goddamn right you do.”
Gwyn pulled Cain’s head down and kissed him with all her heart. Completely lost in the moment, they were still kissing when a small hand tugged at Gwyn’s robe.
“Aunt Gwyn, we weren’t done playing.”
“I’m not done with you, either,” Gwyn whispered to Cain. “And I love you, too.” Then she looked down at Salihn and beamed at her. “Then it’s a good thing Uncle Cain is here to play with us too, yeah? C’mon munchkin, let’s go see what we can get up to outside!”
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The sun was up and shining brightly through the chilly autumn air. It was quiet on the tundra of Whiterun Hold, save for the loud antics of an elfling and her aunt chasing each other round and round the cozy manor set between the city and the Western Watchtower. Cain sat on the steps leading to the covered forge area and watched the two with a bemused look resting on his features. Salihn was in her element but he mainly focused on Gwyn. The woman who’d stolen his heart had undergone such a dramatic transformation since the day they’d met that she was almost a completely different person.
She seemed happy. Content. A far cry from the depressed and lonely Breton he’d roomed with so many months ago in High Rock. And he was different, too. But somehow the Aurbis had brought them together when they needed each other the most and for that he would be forever grateful. What struck Cain most though, was how incredible Gwyn had become with Salihn. He could tell much she loved his niece and it just made him love Gwyn even more for it.
Then they dashed by in a blur and the joy on Gwyn’s face lit up his soul. They locked eyes and Cain knew in an instant that a life altering conversation awaited them later that night.
Gwyndala Louvain wanted a child of her own.
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