Grits: wasn't a pivotal walk or anything like that, just an attempt at moving on.
Chapter XV - Into the WoodsThe barest hint of morning sunlight eked in through the window of Elysium’s master bedroom. All was quiet in the home of Kyne’s champions, save for two slightly sweaty and panting individuals lying as nature intended on top of their blankets. With the brisk autumn air cooling down the land, Cain contemplated donning a robe and heading to the kitchen for an early coffee, but he didn’t want to wake up their guests across the house by bustling about. Gwyn, however, was content to remain in bed for now. She lay on her back with her knees clutched to her chest, cradling her lover’s seed. Never once in her life did Gwyn think she would be where she was now, longing beyond reason for motherhood.
Knowing that sleep would not come again ere it was time to depart, she opened her eyes and turned her head to find Cain staring at her with a thoughtful interest. “What is it?” she asked him. “You okay?”
“Oh, I’m fine,” said Cain. “It’s just that… I don’t think I ever got around to asking you something I’ve been curious about for a long time. It’s not important, I just always wondered.”
“Ask me what? Don’t be coy, just spit it out.”
Cain reached over and ran his fingers through her long, curly hair. It had turned a very bright shade of pastel pink a few moments ago, jolting the forgotten question to the forefront of his mind. “Your real hair color - what is it?”
“Seriously? That’s what you want to talk about right now? Possibly one of the most intimate times in our lives and you ask me what my hair color is?”
Cain shrugged. “Color me curious,” he winked.
“God was that an awful joke,” groaned Gwyn. “I think you were born to be a father.”
“Still haven’t answered me.”
“Because I [censored] hate my natural hair.” She sighed heavily and closed her eyes again. “I started changing it after I left home, which means no one alive has ever seen it. I thought it would be a good way to disguise myself if the authorities ever tracked me down. It took me a while at first to realize it was changing on its own, too. Just another part of me that’s been tainted I guess.” Then Gwyn looked over at him again. “If it was
anyone else asking…”
Her face scrunched up in concentration for a few seconds to get the shade right; and then Gwyn’s hair faded back to a hue no one had witnessed in over fifteen years, and Cain’s eyes widened in surprise at the gorgeous locks of strawberry blonde hair. It accented Gwyn’s own eyes perfectly and let each freckle on her soft, pale face jump out spectacularly. And then, just as quickly as it had come, it was gone again, replaced by a dark blue.
“Satisfied?”
“It was beautiful, Gwyn. Otherworldly, even. I love you so much and you don’t ever have to wear it again if you don’t want to.”
The full light of dawn finally came and roused all the inhabitants of Elysium, including their guests. Breakfast with Linneá, Serana, and Salihn ended up being a relatively quick affair while everyone readied themselves and their gear for travel or a return home. Once his sisters and niece had vanished, Cain set out the front door with Gwyn by his side only to find an unexpected surprise. And not a good one. A suad of six men and women armed to the teeth and bearing the uniform of the High King’s elite guard stood at attention by the front gate.
“Lord Windborne,” saluted the captain smartly. “The king has assigned us to be your escort while you traverse the many roads, woods, and valleys of the land. We are at your beck and call and will see to it that you remain unscathed while under out watchful eye.”
“Oh hell no,” Gwyn half shouted. She pulled Cain a few steps back towards their home, out of earshot, and raised a finger up under his chin. “No [censored] way am I traipsing around the province with a merry band of soldiers. You need to do something about this, Cain Windborne, or I will march right back into that house and leave you to do this job on your own.”
“It doesn’t make any sense,” said Cain, scratching his head. “Dad knows we can handle ourselves and he would have said something to me earlier.”
“Would he have? Because it sounds to me like you’d have refused him outright.”
“I definitely would have. Especially since we planned on recalling home from some of the cities to rest and resupply before starting out again. These soldiers would be stuck who knows where.”
“So, what are you going to do about it?”
Cain sighed and grabbed her hand. “Time for a detour to Solitude.”
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“This qualifies as a city in Skyrim?”
Cain and Gwyn had just passed underneath Falkreath’s eastern gate when the Breton stopped to survey the scene in front of them with her hands on her narrow hips. A couple dozen homes, one tavern, a lumber mill, blacksmith, a trading post, an apothecary, and not much else lined the road through the small southern capital of Falkreath Hold. Pine trees towered over the quaint stone buildings with thatched roofs, and a massive cemetery tucked away behind a farmhouse drew the macabre attention of most passersby. Their destination, the Jarl’s Longhouse, stood betwixt the branching road cutting straight through the main thoroughfare.
“Crosswych is bigger than this pile of deer [censored] and it’s a forgotten village in bumfuck Glenumbra!”
“Keep your voice down, Gwyn,” muttered Cain. “The last thing we need is for a guard to hear us and run off to the Jarl.”
“Do they even know who we are? Without that ridiculous posse your dad wanted around, we just look like normal travelers, no?”
“Still don’t want to risk it. My face isn’t exactly unknown. Remember it being plastered all over the newspapers in Wayrest? I’m sure the gossip here in Skyrim was just as bad, if not worse.”
“Yeah, all right, you might have a point there,” admitted Gwyn. “So, what’s first? Dinner or do we just get the formalities out of the way?”
“Formalities. Then we can discuss our next move over drinks.”
“Another cheap date it is!”
Cain smiled and then took a seat on a stray section of log near the sawmill. He rooted through his pack in search of the dossier on Skyrim’s Jarls to give himself a quick refresher on Falkreath’s before barging into the longhouse. Once he had it out and opened, Gwyn sat on his lap to read it with him.
“Who’s up first?” asked Gwyn.
“Skulnar. Former Legate of the Imperial Legion that was stationed in Falkreath back during the Civil War. Says here he took over following a unanimous vote by the townsfolk. He must have been very well liked if the locals lined up behind him like that. The former Jarl seems to have been arrested on corruption charges some ten years ago at the behest of the former High Queen, Elisif the Fair.”
“Skulnar is definitely a Nord name,” mused Gwyn. “Prepare yourself for boisterous claims and more than a few pints of mead.”
“Dunno,” said Cain. “Being that he served in the Legion, he’s likely to be more professional than say, Jon Battle-Born of Whiterun.” He scanned through the important points a few more times and then stowed the small book away again. “Shall we?”
“After you, my liege,” teased Gwyn.
She gave him a kiss and together they stood up and headed for the first of many meetings with Skyrim’s ruling elites. The first thing they noticed upon stepping over the hearth was that Jarl Skulnar’s longhouse had a relaxed and welcoming atmosphere. High windows offered plenty of sunlight to illuminate the spacious hall, and a large fire pit at the center offered more than a few tables and chairs arrayed cozily around it. Potted plants were placed in the corners, and local flowers sprouted from hanging baskets dangling in the air above or from the undersides of stairs climbing to loft spaces on either side of the building. The Jarl himself appeared to be otherwise engaged, for his humble throne stood empty at the far end.
“Hail, friends!” came an unfamiliar voice. A burly Nord approached them from a small room tucked under the left-hand stairs. “I’m Helvard, the Jarl’s steward. How can the court help you?”
“You’re up, handsome,” whispered Gwyn. “Don’t forget your manners and you’ll be fine. You’ve got this.”
Cain squeezed her hand in thanks and then responded to the steward. “Well met, Helvard. I’m Cain Windborne, firstborn of High King Kirin Windborne and I seek an audience with Jarl Skulnar.”
“Ah! We were wondering when you’d visit our neck of the woods,” said Helvard. “Redguard, eh? Wager you’re pretty good in a spat. And who’s the young lady with you?”
“Helvard, this is Gwyndala Louvain. She is my, er, - “
“His fiancé,” chimed Gwyn. “Nice to meet you, Helvard.”
That came out of nowhere and almost kneecapped Cain. He found himself staring at Gwyn after she said the words, and he didn’t snap out of it until she dug an elbow into his ribs. If Helvard noticed, he didn’t comment on it.
“Pleasure’s all mine, Ms. Louvain. Now then, follow me to Dead Man’s Drink - boss is mingling with the inn patrons this afternoon and he’ll be more than happy to speak to you there.”
They followed Helvard out of the longhouse and fell in line behind him on the to the local tavern. Cain kept glancing sideways at Gwyn, who seemed completely nonplussed by the way she had tripped him up in front of the steward. And for the first time since Anska’s death, he found himself wishing he could hear the thoughts of the person standing next to him. But that was a subject they’d danced carefully around thus far.
For her part, Gwyn apparently sensed the anxiety rolling off of her normally cool partner anyway. “Relax, idiot. Fiancé just sounds more mature and important than ‘girlfriend’ or ‘mate’. I didn’t pledge my undying devotion as an aside in a conversation with a stranger. That’s a man’s job and I’m a proper lady who knows her worth.” She flashed him a devious grin just before the door to Dead Man’s Drink closed behind them with a thud. “You’ve a lot to learn about living in the upper echelons of society.”
The presence of the Jarl led the tavern towards becoming a very rowdy affair. Loud voices clamored for attention and mugs of mead clanked together while the townsfolk bustled around their leader and vied for his attention. It all came to an abrupt end when Helvard grabbed an empty pot resting on the edge of the cooking spit and bang loudly on it with a wooden spoon.
Their attention to the steward now complete, he dismissed them back to their own tables or back out into the streets. “The Jarl has business to attend now. You can join us again next week!”
Most folk went back to work but a few lingered at the bar, swaying drunkenly over foaming tankards and bottles of ale. An elderly Imperial woman behind said bar absentmindedly cleaned an empty mug while watching the newcomers curiously and wondering what could be urgent enough to prematurely end her busiest day of the week.
Helvard joined the Jarl at a nearby table and brought Skulnar up to speed before sidling up the bar. “Three meads and a glass of red wine, Valga.”
“What’s the occasion? And are they worth the gold I just lost?”
“That’s the High King’s son, so you tell me.”
Valga’s eyes nearly popped out of her head. “By the Nine, is it really? I’ll get the drinks straightaway!”
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Night had fallen over Skyrim by the time a proper meal made its way to the table of Cain and Gwyn. A warm stew of root vegetables and ox tail steamed away fragrantly in ceramic crocks alongside a loaf of bread and two goblets of wine. The tavern crowd picked up a little bit since the Jarl and his steward departed, leaving their guests to a quiet evening and another quaint date.
“Should we head home tonight? Or move on to the next town in the morning?”
Cain slid his empty bowl aside and unfurled a map, spreading it across the table between them. “We’re pretty far south, so it might be a good idea to recall. S’pose we should hit either Riften or Markarth next, and both options are one hell of a ways away. We might be further ahead to pay for the carriage out of Whiterun and then continue on foot.”
“Do you think all the Jarls will be so… down to earth? Like Skulnar is? Won’t be such a bad time if they are.”
“Doubtful,” said Cain. “Dad’s notes mention a few of them skew towards difficult.”
“Great.”
“We’ll be fine, Gwyn. They won’t be expecting my secret weapon.”
“And that is what exactly? Some sort of suave charm you’ve kept under wraps?”
“No, it’s you, dork,” laughed Cain. “I’ve watched you make a literal Divine cower after she wronged you. Woe betides to any poor fop that tries to be difficult with me.” Cain refilled their wine glasses and then continued on: “how are things with you and Kyne anyway?”
Gwyn sipped from her glass while she worked out how best to answer that question. The walk she’d taken with Kyne the last time they were together had been somewhat productive, and the Windborne family guardian seemed genuinely intent on righting her wrongs. By the end of it, Gwyn had promised they could spend more time together, just so that they could get to know one another better without influence from Cain and his sisters. When they were supposed to fit that in was a different matter entirely, especially if Gwyn stayed on the road with Cain for the foreseeable future.
“Um. Better, I guess,” said Gwyn. “I don’t get the urge to slap her anymore, so progress? What about you? Did you take your dad’s advice?”
“I’m trying to,” said Cain. “Still not easy, though. I’ve spent so much time and energy making sure exactly that would never happen to you again, and the moment I let you out of my sight…”
“It’s not your fault. You know that, right? And I was serious when I said you deserve the relationship you’ve built with her. Don’t throw that away on my account. Kyne and I will come to an understanding eventually. We can both be a part of your life.”
“I think I’ll look forward to that day.”
Cain finished his wine and surveyed the muted crowd at Dead Man’s Drink. This tavern lacked any sort of charm even moreso than the Bannered Mare and it was not the sort of place he envisioned taking Gwyn to. Even if she had only been teasing them about expensive restaurants in Daggerfall, why couldn’t they go to places like that once in a while? And why couldn’t now be one of those times?
He decided on a whim that it was as good a time as any to go for it. “How often have you been to Daggerfall? Anything meaningful ever happen to you there? A pivotal moment that evokes a strong memory?”
“Where the hell did that come from?” asked a confused Gwyn. “I thought we were talking about Kyne?”
“This place is a dump,” said Cain, lowering his voice. “If you can focus on something tangible, recall us to Daggerfall and we’ll have a real date like I promised we could.”
It was times like this that reminded Gwyn how she had fallen head over heels for this man. Here they were, traversing Skyrim for one of the most important things in his life, and Cain would rather take her galivanting around High Rock on a whim. She still didn’t understand what she’d done with her life to end up by his side, but Gwyn refused to ever take it for granted.
“I’ve got a better idea,” she said. “Take us home. There is something we need to discuss.”
“Are you sure?” She caught Cain off-guard for the second time since their arrival in Falkreath, and this time he was really stymied. “I don’t mind, you know…”
“I know you don’t. But that sort of thing doesn’t mean as much to me as it used to, and we’ll have time for those sorts of adventures one day. Right now, there is only one place I want to be: at home, sitting by the fire with your arms around me.”