Chapter XXI – Filling a Void“It’s what I do best, Dragonborn. Why not let me see what strings can be pulled? It gets me out of your hair, and it gives me something to do.”
Kirin considered that for a moment. There was no real purpose behind having Delphine crowding his court every day, and she was far too old for duties as a Housecarl or bodyguard.
“Do you still have contacts around the province?” he asked her.
“Some. And I can move a lot easier now without the Thalmor breathing down my neck.”
“I’ll think about it,” said Kirin. “Dismissed.”
Delphine turned on her heel and left the study, closing the door behind her with a snap. The evening sun cast a warm orange glow over the comfortable space, bathing the High King and his family in luminous rays without the need for fire or candlelight. Cain and Serana sat on the floor with Salihn while Lydia lounged on her chaise with a cup of tea.
“Are you going to let her?” asked Lydia. “I’m no more thrilled about her presence than Linn was, so you won’t get any arguments from me.”
“Maybe,” said Kirin. “But I can’t shake the fact that she is an elderly woman now, Lyds. Part of me feels granting her a field assignment would just be inking her death warrant. We had our differences, but I don’t wish for Delphine to suffer.”
He also wasn’t even sure what she would learn that they didn’t already know. Delphine of course had not been privy to the details Linneá and Gwyn’s expedition, and it didn’t seem there was much else to learn than what the advance scouts had already reported back.
“If I may, dad?” piped up Cain. At Kirin’s nod and smile, he continued: “I think it wise to get her out from underfoot. Anilay may have meant well, and while this is a different iteration of the Blades, they do have a long history of meddling. And while I don’t know Delphine well enough to pass judgment, I gather that she’s not kindly regarded in these halls. It may be prudent to keep her at a distance for our own sakes.”
“Well reasoned, Cain,” said Kirin. “And I’m inclined to agree… which is why I think she’ll accompany you to Dawnstar.” The room grew silent apart from Salkihn’s playful chatter, and Kirin laughed at the grimace on his son’s face. “Not what you meant, I take it? Don’t worry, it’s only a temporary arrangement. She still has a contact at the Quicksilver Mine. You two can part ways the moment you arrive.”
“Oh. That’s alright, then,” said Cain. “I really didn’t want her visiting the Jarl with me. Speaking of which… the ship leaves tomorrow morning, right? Do I still need the cadre of guards with me?”
“I don’t think so. There will be guards on the ship anyway, and you’ll be safe once you hit the port.”
“Good. They were solid men, but I didn’t like how overprotective they were.”
“I understand that, Cain, but you need to accept it as a part of your life. Someday, you won’t be able to go anywhere without a private guard.” Kirin finished sealing a letter he had penned and tossed it on a pile with the rest of his correspondences. “And that’s that. Let’s go sit down for dinner.”
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The gale rushing in off of the Sea of Ghosts through Solitude’s great arch tested the innate cold resistance of even the sturdiest Nords working down at the seaport. Cain didn’t stand a chance, and after a hasty sendoff, he ducked into the midships cabin with a lazy wave at Kirin and Lydia. With its final passenger aboard, the crew of the
Siren’s Song loosed the final mooring ropes and set sail for the port of Dawnstar.
“Hopefully she’s learned how to be civil,” mused Lydia. “I’d hate for Cain to have to throw Delphine overboard before they leave the bay.”
“Hah. I don’t think we’ll have to worry about that, dear. He’s not nearly as impulsive as his sister.” Kirin stuck his arm out for Lydia. “Back to the castle, my queen?”
“Lead on, my king.”
Back up the winding road they went, strolling leisurely past the Solitude Stables, and waving genially at farmers, tradesmen, and all manner of passersby. The guards at the impassive main gates bowed them through respectfully, and after a meandering walk through the marketplaces and temple district, the Blue Palace loomed ahead as they returned home in no particular hurry.
Kirin had another full day in court awaiting him without the aid of a court mage. He prayed silently to Kyne that the day would pass without event while his Housecarls and Thanes filed in around their king and began to pester him with questions and requests from their constituents. Lydia kissed him on the cheek and wished him luck before heading downstairs to check on her daughter.
She found Serana enjoying a mug of tea and reading a lengthy book on levitation magick in the confines of her quarters. Lydia returned an offered smile, though she recognized the emptiness behind it. Serana had been stoic in her wife’s absence thus far, but there were slight cracks in the veneer and the two of them had shared more than a few late-night drinks already to help stave off her feelings of loneliness.
And now Linneá and Serana’s new concern for Gwyn’s well-being had become a primary topic of conversation following the details of their encounter with an unlucky bandit the day before last.
“Any plans for the day?” Lydia asked her.
“Not really,” said Serana. “I thought about visiting the girls while Salihn is in school, but they’re managing without me, and I don’t want to intrude. Elle was really looking forward to spending some time with Gwyn that didn’t involve wine bottles around a table at Elysium.”
“Serana, dear, just go visit Linn if that’s what you need. No one questioned your brother visiting them a few days ago. Frankly, I’m surprised you haven’t already.”
There was a moment of hesitation; and then: “…I don’t think it’s fair to Salihn, mum,” sighed Serana. “Taking her along would be too dangerous and why should I get to see Elle when she cannot?”
Her words had a ring of truth and were just what Lydia expected a responsible mother to speak, but Lydia also knew that more often than not, you have to follow your heart. If she had not done so thirty years ago there’s no telling how different things in her life may have gone. Serana might not even be sitting here to have this conversation with.
“It’s okay to be selfish once in a while,” reminded Lydia. “Natural, even. Go to her, Serana. If only to feel the warmth of her embrace for a moment. Your secret will be safe with me.”
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Lydia’s goblet of water clinked against her husband’s tankard of mead. Spirits were higher than they had been in some time due to the unexpected arrival of their newly assigned, permanent court mage: Brelyna Maryon. The dunmer wizard who once called Winterhold home showed up at midday to formally offer her services to Kirin, who accepted them gratefully.
She even joined them for dinner at Kirin’s request, and now sat together with him, Lydia, Serana, and Salihn.
“What made you accept the role?” inquired Serana. “Don’t get me wrong; it’ll be lovely to have you here with us, but you seemed pretty content to return to the college after your stint on loan to us ended.”
“I realized after a couple of weeks that life here at the palace had been far more interesting,” said Brelyna. “All there is to do at the college is research or teach, and I can only do the latter if one of the other wizards fancies a day off. And it’s not like there is anything to do in Winterhold proper,” she added. “At least I can be of use here.”
“Indeed!” said Kirin. “I’ll have the evening staff ready your quarters.”
“That won’t be necessary, sire. I can take care of my own room.”
“Suit yourself. But please, call me ‘Kirin’.”
Most of their evening meal was spent going over the finer details of Brelyna’s new position that she hadn’t been aware of before. A lot of the day-to-day responsibilities that Sybille Stentor saw to had fallen by the wayside in the absence of a full-time court mage, and Kirin was thrilled to know they would soon be handled once again. He would continue to miss the scrying ability Sybille possessed, but he was not about to complain about finally having the position filled again. In time for Cain’s eventual succession, no less.
And he knew that Brelyna would be more than capable. She was intelligent, calm, and wise beyond her years; and she had the innate talent for magick that most of her people benefited from. All in all, he was hard pressed to think of a more suitable candidate.
“I’m surprised Linneá isn’t here,” said Brelyna. They’d finished eating and were now sipping from piping hot mugs of mulled wine to stave off the winter chill. She found her absence curious right off, but she wasn’t sure at first how to broach the subject. Luckily for her, alcohol tends to limit inhibition – especially for someone who doesn’t partake often. “I don’t think I’ve ever seen the two of you apart, Serana.”
A dark look that Brelyna nearly missed passed over Serana’s features. The dunmer thought she might have imagined it until Kirin cleared his throat.
“My daughter is away on some… business,” said Kirin. “You’ll have the privilege of knowing all the ins and outs of palace workings once you’ve taken the oath, but for now I’d ask that you disregard that observation until the morning.”
“Done. What happens in the morning?”
“The oath,” replied Kirin. “I would ask that you take some time tonight to think on it before we take that step tomorrow. It’s magickally binding and cannot be undone, unless I should release you. Or in death, which is know to have happened. I know it’s a lot to ask, but I require it of all those who serve this family closely. Your new position carries far more weight than the temporary role you filled before, Brelyna. There is little of what goes on here that you will not be aware of – including some closely guarded secrets of the Windborne family.”
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Morning had come. The full court of High King and Queen Kirin and Lydia Windborne stood arrayed in a semi-circle around the throne, while Brelyna Maryon knelt before it. Just off to the side, Serana looked on with the barest hint of a smile, musing over the rare occurrence of pomp that came with these otherwise light-hearted occasions. In the absence of her spouse, it was she who would bind the new Court Mage in service to the king.
Lydia, too, beamed down at the capable young dunmer whose presence they had all grown enjoy on her once temporary assignment. She resisted the urge to bob impatiently on her heels while her husband incanted the oath.
When it came to end, there was no hesitation in Brelyna’s response, nor did she lift her head when Serana’s hand gripped her shoulder. “I vow to serve the High King and Skyrim’s people until otherwise released from my duties.” A brief flash of whitest light imbued her as the oath was sealed. The hand on her shoulder gave a supporting squeeze before it’s owner took her place beside the throne.
“Excellent!” exclaimed Kirin. “Welcome to the court, Brelyna! We have much to discuss.”