Seventeen �" Pieces of the Past
The Eye, Jemison, Alpha Centauri System
The docking tunnel locked in with the station’s mooring clamps and the airlock panel lit up green confirming that everything pressurized properly. Andromeda peered hesitantly through the porthole with a nervousness concerning whom she would bump into on the other side. Andreja had assured her over and over that Vladimir would not hold her decision to step away from Constellation against her and that he’d gladly offer them the work they sought. Her placating only helped so much.
Andreja made the choice for Andromeda by mashing her fist against the airlock release button and cycling the chamber to force them through it and onto The Eye. Barrett awaited them just inside.
“Well, look what the cat dragged in!” he said, greeting them with a warm smile and kind eyes. “How you doing, Dro? Did the recovery go okay?”
“Um. Hi, Barrett. Yeah, Andreja helped me.”
“Glad to hear it! So, what brings you two to our humble home in the sky?”
“We are here to see Vladimir,” said Andreja. “Credits are hard to come by honestly but I know that he always has survey work accumulating on his plate. What brings you here, Barrett?”
“Ol’ Vlad needed help parsing a few petabytes of deep scan data. Been a long few nights already.” He gestured towards the central hab and they followed him in towards the control room. “Can I get you ladies anything? Food? Drink?”
“No, thank you,” said Andreja.
Andromeda followed them into the control room and returned a nod from Vladimir. The old man must’ve recognized the look on her face that practically shouted ‘I don’t want to talk about it’ because he jumped right into a hearty exchange of pleasantries with Andreja instead, while Barrett sat back down and resumed his data trawl. Taking a seat at a small table along the outer wall, she sat and waited until she was needed. That turned out to be sooner than she expected, and Vladimir joined her only a few minutes later with three slates bundled together by an elastic band.
“So, Andreja tells me she whipped your body back into shape,” he began. “But I always have to preach wellness of the mind to the rooks. How are you holding up in the head, Andromeda?”
That didn’t take long, thought Andromeda. With a weary sigh, she reached out empathically and probed at the fringes of Vladimir’s mind only to be met with genuine concern. At least he’s honest.
“I’m not holding up, Vladimir. I don’t even - “
“You don’t owe me an explanation, rook. I can tell it’s nothing you wish to speak of, and so we won’t. Just be careful out there, yes? And look after Andreja for me. She needs to catch a smile more often and I see her do so in your company.”
The old man made to leave, but Andromeda wanted to ask him something first. “Vladimir?”
“Yes?”
“You always speak of ‘rooks’ and whatnot. Isn’t that pirate talk?”
“Aye, it is indeed. Used to run with the Crimson Fleet until Mistress Time caught up with me. Retired many years ago and lucked into helping Constellation to stave off the boredom.”
“The Crimson Fleet? Seriously? I didn’t know you could retire from them.”
“Most don’t; but that’s only because they are reckless and end up pushing daisies. The smart ones hide their credits until they get out.”
“Interesting,” said Andromeda. “Well, I’m glad you get to enjoy retirement, Vladimir. And thank you for being cool about us coming here for work. Maybe don’t mention it to Sarah, though? She wasn’t exactly thrilled with me the last time we saw each other.”
“My lips are sealed. Can’t say the same for Barrett, though.”
* * *
The Verity of Fate, Alpha Centauri System
With opportunity in-hand, Andromeda and Andreja departed The Eye and fired up the engines with the latter at the helm. Andromeda took the navigator’s chair for this jump and had begun inputting the coordinates to Vega II-a: an icy moon in the Vega system near the edge of charted space. It seemed odd to survey a lifeless ball of snow and rock, but she was still new to realms of science and exploration. Still…
“What’s the point of gathering data on a moon like this, Andreja?”
“I am not entirely certain. Typically it it just to gather information on geophysical features so that they can be added to a database and compared against other such moons and planets. Vladimir says it also helps him weed out false positives in his deep space scans, but that is analysis at a level far above my comprehension.”
“So, we land the ship and walk around with our scanners out until we freeze our asses off? Sounds great.”
“That was sarcasm again, yes?”
“Big time.”
“I thought so. In that case, it is why we are going there first. I have researched our first two destinations and our follow-up visit to Eridani II will be much more pleasant. Teeming with life, wonderfully temperate, safe water, and a robust magnetosphere. That is a place where we shall truly be explorers.”
“Always knew you were a romantic at heart,” giggled Andromeda. “Although I have to admit… that does sound lovely. Whaddya say we get this iceball out of the way?”
“My thoughts exactly.”
The grav drive spooled up while they spoke and Andreja punched the button to initiate it.
* * *
Frozen Hills, Vega II-a, Vega System
Vega II-a was indeed bone biting cold, just as Andromeda predicted. Their spacesuits mainly kept it bay, but no amount of protection was ever complete, and despite the built in radiant heat, she still felt her teeth chattering on occasion while hiking up and down slippery, craggy slopes in the name of science.
Walking about with her homebrewed scanner at the ready, Andromeda crested a rise and surveyed the moonscape. Ice. Rocks. And over there? More ice and more rocks. Occasionally the readout would denote a mineral of significance, such as copper, or the oddly sporadic pocket of frozen water-ice. But mostly it was just rock. And ice. It was pretty to look at, but Andromeda’s enjoyment of the survey mission stopped there. Had Andreja been closer at hand, she would have surveyed her instead, but they stayed about fifty meters apart to cover more ground between them.
Andromeda paused for a moment to smack the side of her scanner. Damn thing had been twitchy since they arrived, and she had plans to overhaul more to her liking before they made it to Eridani II. Even if that meant staying put for the rest of the day. At least the ship will be warm…
Static crackled in her ear, followed by the voice of Andreja: “Do you have a fix on my location, Annie?”
Her screen cut out and came back on after a hearty thump. “Yeah, I read you at fifty-seven meters west by southwest.”
“Excellent. Come join me. I believe I have found what we are looking for.”
“Thank [censored]. I don’t know how much longer this piece of [censored] scanner Noel gave me will hold up.”
“Noel?” Andreja trailed off for a couple of seconds. “Flip it over. Is there a horned creature scratched into the case on the back?”
“Er, yeah, actually. How’d you know?”
“Jinan’s pants. That is my old scanner and I threw it in the recycler months ago. Noel must have fished it out and tried to repair it. Toss it away and leave it to die in the ice. We will get you a better scanner the next time we go to a settled world.”
Andromeda wanted to focus on the strange colloquialism Andreja had just used so casually, but her mind dwelt on the scanner instead. It was a piece of her friend’s past that she knew so little about. Another connection to the tall woman she continuously became more and more smitten with.
Disregarding Andreja’s advice, she powered it down and hung it from her utility belt to tinker with later. “On my way.”
A fairly tall hill covered in what else but ice and snow stood between the two of them. It spanned far more than fifty-seven meters in each direction, so it looked like Andromeda would be hiking over it to regroup with Andreja. She made her way to the base of it and called up the backlit suit functions display on her left arm and selected climbing mode. Spiked cleats sprung from the bottom of her boots. She grabbed the climbing picks from her belt just in case she slipped, and began her ascent up the slippery slope. The going was slow for the first few steps until Andromeda settled into a routine and became more confident that she wouldn’t misstep and tumble painfully towards the bottom. Before long, she came to the top and the what she saw left her breathless.
The star of Vega had just begun to rise over the far horizon, its brilliant blue-white rays nearly blinding her as they cascaded over the atmosphere-less moon her and Andreja stood upon. The ice and hard-packed snow glistened and sparkled in the morning sunlight as if a field of diamonds had suddenly sprouted from the bedrock beneath.
“Andreja… are you seeing this?”
“I am. Magnificent, is it not? There is untold beauty in every corner of the universe, Annie.”
“I think I’m starting to believe that.” Andromeda took a seat on the ground and continued to watch the sunrise while hoping her ass wouldn’t freeze solid. The view was utterly captivating. “Andreja, do you mind scanning whatever you found without me? I’d like to sit here for a bit.”
“Of course. Meet me back at the ship when you are done.”
“Thanks. You’re the best. Dunno what I would do without you in my life.”
There was a brief pause, and then: “I think we need to have a conversation when we return to the ship. I will begin scanning this outcropping.”
“Everything okay?”
“Yes,” said Andreja. “I did not mean to worry you. Take your time, Annie �" I know you have a lot on your mind.”
The helmet mics cutout with a clip of static leaving Andromeda alone with her thoughts atop the hillock. Vega rose slowly into prominence as light washed over the once dark landscape of the moon’s surface while she sat there staring blankly off into space. She looked at her hand, and then held it forward to release another anti-gravity push that rocketed a scree of ice and stone out over the ground below.
Wish I knew why this had to happen to me, she thought. Hm… maybe it can be useful in a fight…
She hoped there wouldn’t many more fights but Andromeda saw the naivety of that ideal. It felt to her that Pirates, Spacers, Ecliptic, and who knows what else lurked behind every star, every planet, and every moon; all waiting to take advantage of the weak. She hated it. Hated the constant feelings of danger every time she’d set foot somewhere those dreadful miscreants had staked a claim, or decided to raid for parts and supplies. Hated pointing her gun at them and feeling the panic set in their minds in those final seconds.
Andromeda also wanted to hate her empathic abilities, but couldn’t bring herself to do so. They offered too much insight with those around her that mattered. A window into the soul that allowed her to help her friends. And it felt like a warm blanket that smothered her fears when she felt how staunchly Andreja fought to protect her, or when she bandaged her up the way she had in the Mantis’ Lair.
Then her mind snapped back to reality and she glanced at her watch. “[censored]!” Nearly two hours had passed since she sat down, and the star of Vega had risen high above her. “Andreja, I’m sorry; I’m coming!” she said into her mic. “I lost track of time.”
“It is fine, Andromeda. I fixed us some lunch. Come join me.”
She sprinted back to the ship, dashed up the ramp and raised it, bobbing impatiently on her feet while waiting for the air to cycle back in. The pressure seal lamp turned from red to green and she pulled off her suit and hung it on a hook next to Andreja’s. A touch of cold from the airless moon beyond the ship clung to their landing bay causing goosepimples to rise on her exposed skin. She climbed the ladder in a hurry and breathed a sigh of relief when the warm air of the main hab washed over her.
Still shivering slightly, Andromeda headed over to her bed and pulled on pants, and slipped a jacket over her shoulders. She debated wearing a shirt, but decided the form-fitting top of her undersuit was good enough for now, despite its habit of not hiding the contours of her body.
She headed into the next hab and found Andreja waiting for her at the dining table with two patty melts and glass of red wine for each of them.
“Mm, smells great! When did you learn how to cook that?”
“It was not hard,” Andreja waved idly. “Watching you last time was instruction enough.” Andreja sipped from her glass and glanced at her friend briefly before looking away. “Must you always dress so indecently?”
“You’re adorable when you blush, Andreja,” winked Andromeda. “I can’t help myself.” She probed Andreja’s feeling just in case and was relieved to detect nothing more than a touch of appetency. And a heavy dose of confusion, which did concern Andromeda somewhat. I shouldn’t keep teasing her like this. It’s not fair. Setting her burger down, she got up and excused herself. “Be right back!”
“Everything alright, Annie?” Andreja called after her.
“Yup!” She yanked the jacket off and instead put on a loose-fitting sweater that fell halfway down her thighs. Seconds later, she sat back down at the table and took another bit of her lunch. “Mmph. Sorry. I was still feeling a little chilly.”
Andreja raised an eyebrow at her. “Oh really?” She grinned. “And here I thought you just enjoyed showing off.”
Taking a drink from her glass, Andromeda winked at her. “There is that. So, what did you wanna talk about?”
Andreja set down her lunch and stared pensively out of the porthole by their table. There was much she wanted to share, but a lot of things about her past gave her pause. Very few people in the Settled Systems knew who she really was and from where she came. She kept that information tight to her chest in fear of becoming an outcast. A pariah. But with how close she and Andromeda were becoming, the idea of keeping secrets appalled her, especially since her friend was such an open book.
She silently wrestled with the idea of baring all for a handful of minutes, until it occurred to her that she worried more about what Andromeda’s reaction would be, rather than the idea of telling her at all. That realization shined a light on the dark nook where the courage she sought lay hidden.
“I have told you am I not one to discuss my past, and yet… I find myself increasingly compelled to do so, to make sense of myself.”
“Andreja, You don't have to talk about anything you don't want to.”
“Thank you. I appreciate the reassurance, but I would like to try.” She thought for a second about exactly how much should be divulged, and quickly decided there would be no secrets with Andromeda. “I… I am from House Va’ruun.”
There it was. There was no going back now. Everyone in the Settled Systems lived in fear of her people and another recurrence of the Serpent’s Crusade. Few events in galactic history had ever been so dark, and so bloody. Would the idea of sharing a meal, let alone a ship �" or her own home �" with someone like Andreja frighten off Andromeda? Would this be the end of their friendship, knowing now who the woman with the mysterious past she befriended truly was.
To her surprise, Andreja’s fears had been for naught, and she’d underestimated her friend once again.
Andromeda swallowed a mouthful of food and smiled at her. “Yeah, no [censored].” She dabbed at a bit of frisco sauce on her lip with a napkin and chuckled. “That’s what you were so worked up about?”
“I… well… yes. Yes, it was. And yet I do not know why I surprised by this reaction.”
“Probably because it’s weighed on you for a long time,” observed Andromeda. “Can you pass the salt?”
“Pass the salt?” asked Andreja blankly. “Just like that, you are ready to move on? I share something that would frighten most people �" make them run for the hills, even. And you say ‘pass the salt’ without a care in the world?”
“You’re still you, Andreja. Knowing that doesn’t change what I think or feel about you, nor does it make me worry about being murdered in my sleep. You are someone I care for deeply and I love that you also care enough about me to have shared that. So, you’re from House Va’ruun? Big whoop. I’m a hacker from Neon with a criminal record who’s on Benjamin Bayu’s shortlist of people to [censored] over with extreme prejudice. Just don’t try to convert me and nothing about our relationship needs to change.”
Andreja passed her the salt. “You never cease to amaze me, Andromeda. Truly, you are a special person.”
“No, I’m a weirdo with superpowers and altered DNA. But I’ll take it.”