Seventeen �" Pieces of the Past
    The Eye, Jemison, Alpha Centauri System
    
  
    
    	The docking tunnel locked in  with the station’s mooring clamps and the airlock panel lit  up green confirming that everything pressurized properly. Andromeda  peered hesitantly through the porthole with a nervousness concerning  whom she would bump into on the other side. Andreja had assured her  over and over that Vladimir would not hold her decision to step away  from Constellation against her and that he’d gladly offer them the  work they sought. Her placating only helped so much.
    	Andreja made the choice for Andromeda by mashing her fist against  the airlock release button and cycling the chamber to force them  through it and onto The Eye. Barrett awaited them just inside.
    	“Well, look what the cat dragged in!” he said, greeting them  with a warm smile and kind eyes. “How you doing, Dro? Did the  recovery go okay?”
    	“Um. Hi, Barrett. Yeah, Andreja helped me.”
    	“Glad to hear it! So, what brings you two to our humble home in  the sky?”
    	“We are here to see Vladimir,” said Andreja. “Credits are hard  to come by honestly but I know that he always has survey work  accumulating on his plate. What brings you here, Barrett?”
    	“Ol’ Vlad needed help parsing a few petabytes of deep scan data.  Been a long few nights already.” He gestured towards the central  hab and they followed him in towards the control room. “Can I get  you ladies anything? Food? Drink?”
    	“No, thank you,” said Andreja.
    	Andromeda followed them into the control room and returned a nod  from Vladimir. The old man must’ve recognized the look on her face  that practically shouted ‘I don’t want to talk about it’  because he jumped right into a hearty exchange of pleasantries with  Andreja instead, while Barrett sat back down and resumed his data  trawl. Taking a seat at a small table along the outer wall, she sat  and waited until she was needed. That turned out to be sooner than  she expected, and Vladimir joined her only a few minutes later with  three slates bundled together by an elastic band.
    	“So, Andreja tells me she whipped your body back into shape,” he  began. “But I always have to preach wellness of the mind to the  rooks. How are you holding up in the head, Andromeda?”
    	That didn’t take long, thought Andromeda. With a weary  sigh, she reached out empathically and probed at the fringes of  Vladimir’s mind only to be met with genuine concern. At least  he’s honest.
    	“I’m not holding up, Vladimir. I don’t even - “
    	“You don’t owe me an explanation, rook. I can tell it’s  nothing you wish to speak of, and so we won’t. Just be careful out  there, yes? And look after Andreja for me. She needs to catch a smile  more often and I see her do so in your company.”
    	The old man made to leave, but Andromeda wanted to ask him something  first. “Vladimir?”
    	“Yes?”
    	“You always speak of ‘rooks’ and whatnot. Isn’t that pirate  talk?”
    	“Aye, it is indeed. Used to run with the Crimson Fleet until  Mistress Time caught up with me. Retired many years ago and lucked  into helping Constellation to stave off the boredom.”
    	“The Crimson Fleet? Seriously? I didn’t know you could  retire from them.”
    	“Most don’t; but that’s only because they are reckless and end  up pushing daisies. The smart ones hide their credits until they get  out.”
    	“Interesting,” said Andromeda. “Well, I’m glad you get to  enjoy retirement, Vladimir. And thank you for being cool about us  coming here for work. Maybe don’t mention it to Sarah, though? She  wasn’t exactly thrilled with me the last time we saw each other.”
    	“My lips are sealed. Can’t say the same for Barrett, though.”
    * * *
    The Verity of Fate, Alpha Centauri System
    
  
    
    	With opportunity in-hand,  Andromeda and Andreja departed The Eye  and fired up the engines with  the latter  at the helm. Andromeda took the navigator’s chair for this jump and  had begun inputting the coordinates to Vega II-a: an icy moon in the  Vega system near the edge of charted space. It seemed odd to survey a  lifeless ball of snow and rock, but she was still new to realms  of science and exploration. Still…
    	“What’s the point of gathering data on a moon like this,  Andreja?”
    	“I am not entirely certain. Typically it it just to gather  information on geophysical features so that they can be added to a  database and compared against other such moons and planets. Vladimir  says it also helps him weed out false positives in his deep space  scans, but that is analysis at a level far above my comprehension.”
    	“So, we land the ship and walk around with our scanners out until  we freeze our asses off? Sounds great.”
    	“That was sarcasm again, yes?”
    	“Big time.”
    	“I thought so. In that case, it is why we are going there first. I  have researched our first two destinations and our follow-up visit to  Eridani II will be much more pleasant. Teeming with life, wonderfully  temperate, safe water, and a robust magnetosphere. That is a place  where we shall truly be explorers.”
    	“Always knew you were a romantic at heart,” giggled Andromeda.  “Although I have to admit… that does sound lovely. Whaddya say we  get this iceball out of the way?”
    	“My thoughts exactly.”
    	The grav drive spooled up while they spoke and Andreja punched the  button to initiate it.
    * * *
    Frozen Hills, Vega II-a, Vega System
    
  
    
    	Vega II-a was indeed bone  biting cold, just as Andromeda predicted. Their spacesuits mainly  kept it bay, but no amount of protection was ever complete, and  despite the built in radiant heat, she still felt her teeth  chattering on occasion while hiking up and down slippery, craggy  slopes in the name of science.
    	Walking about with her homebrewed scanner at the ready, Andromeda  crested a rise and surveyed the moonscape. Ice. Rocks. And over  there? More ice and more rocks. Occasionally the readout would denote  a mineral of significance, such as copper, or the oddly sporadic  pocket of frozen water-ice. But mostly it was just rock. And ice. It  was pretty to look at, but Andromeda’s enjoyment of the survey  mission stopped there. Had Andreja been closer at hand, she would  have surveyed her instead, but they stayed about fifty meters apart  to cover more ground between them.
    	Andromeda paused for a moment to smack the side of her scanner. Damn  thing had been twitchy since they arrived, and she had plans to  overhaul more to her liking before they made it to Eridani II. Even  if that meant staying put for the rest of the day. At least the  ship will be warm…
    	Static crackled in her ear,  followed by the voice of Andreja: “Do you have a fix on my  location, Annie?”
    	Her screen cut out and came back on after a hearty thump. “Yeah, I  read you at fifty-seven meters west by southwest.”
    	“Excellent. Come join me. I believe I have found what we are  looking for.”
    	“Thank [censored]. I don’t know how much longer this piece of [censored]  scanner Noel gave me will hold up.”
    	“Noel?” Andreja trailed off for a couple of seconds. “Flip it  over. Is there a horned creature scratched into the case on the  back?”
    	“Er, yeah, actually. How’d you know?”
    	“Jinan’s pants. That is my old scanner and I threw it in  the recycler months ago. Noel must have fished it out and tried to  repair it. Toss it away and leave it to die in the ice. We will get  you a better scanner the next time we go to a settled world.”
    	Andromeda wanted to focus on the strange colloquialism Andreja had  just used so casually, but her mind dwelt on the scanner instead. It  was a piece of her friend’s past that she knew so little about.  Another connection to the tall woman she continuously became more and  more smitten with.
    	Disregarding Andreja’s advice, she powered it down and hung it  from her utility belt to tinker with later. “On my way.”
    	A fairly tall hill covered in what else but ice and snow stood  between the two of them. It spanned far more than fifty-seven meters  in each direction, so it looked like Andromeda would be hiking over  it to regroup with Andreja. She made her way to the base of it and  called up the backlit suit functions display on her left arm and  selected climbing mode. Spiked cleats sprung from the bottom of her  boots. She grabbed the climbing picks from her belt just in case she  slipped, and began her ascent up the slippery slope. The going was  slow for the first few steps until Andromeda settled into a routine  and became more confident that she wouldn’t misstep and tumble  painfully towards the bottom. Before long, she came to the top and  the what she saw left her breathless.
    	The star of Vega had just begun to rise over the far horizon, its  brilliant blue-white rays nearly blinding her as they cascaded over  the atmosphere-less moon her and Andreja stood upon. The ice and  hard-packed snow glistened and sparkled in the morning sunlight as if  a field of diamonds had suddenly sprouted from the bedrock beneath.   
    	“Andreja… are you seeing this?”
    	“I am. Magnificent, is it not? There is untold beauty in every  corner of the universe, Annie.”
    	“I think I’m starting to believe that.” Andromeda took a seat  on the ground and continued to watch the sunrise while hoping her ass  wouldn’t freeze solid. The view was utterly captivating. “Andreja,  do you mind scanning whatever you found without me? I’d like to sit  here for a bit.”
    	“Of course. Meet me back at the ship when you are done.”
    	“Thanks. You’re the best. Dunno what I would do without you in  my life.”
    	There was a brief pause, and then: “I think we need to have a  conversation when we return to the ship. I will begin scanning this  outcropping.”
    	“Everything okay?”
    	“Yes,” said Andreja. “I did not mean to worry you. Take your  time, Annie �" I know you have a lot on your mind.”
    	The helmet mics cutout with a clip of static leaving Andromeda alone  with her thoughts atop the hillock. Vega rose slowly into prominence  as light washed over the once dark landscape of the moon’s surface  while she sat there staring blankly off into space. She looked at her  hand, and then held it forward to release another anti-gravity push  that rocketed a scree of ice and stone out over the ground below.   
    	Wish I knew why this had to happen to me, she thought. Hm…  maybe it can be useful in a fight…
    	She hoped there wouldn’t  many more fights but Andromeda saw the naivety of that ideal. It felt  to her that Pirates, Spacers, Ecliptic, and who knows what else  lurked behind every star, every planet, and every moon; all waiting  to take advantage of the weak. She hated it. Hated the constant  feelings of danger every time she’d set foot somewhere those  dreadful miscreants had staked a claim, or decided to raid for parts  and supplies. Hated pointing her gun at them and feeling the panic  set in their minds in those final seconds.   
    	Andromeda also wanted to hate her empathic abilities, but couldn’t  bring herself to do so. They offered too much insight with those  around her that mattered. A window into the soul that allowed her to  help her friends. And it felt like a warm blanket that smothered her  fears when she felt how staunchly Andreja fought to protect her, or  when she bandaged her up the way she had in the Mantis’ Lair.
    	Then her mind snapped back to reality and she glanced at her watch.  “[censored]!” Nearly two hours had passed since she sat down, and the  star of Vega had risen high above her. “Andreja, I’m sorry; I’m  coming!” she said into her mic. “I lost track of time.”
    	“It is fine, Andromeda. I fixed us some lunch. Come join me.”
    	She sprinted back to the ship, dashed up the ramp and raised it,  bobbing impatiently on her feet while waiting for the air to cycle  back in. The pressure seal lamp turned from red to green and she  pulled off her suit and hung it on a hook next to Andreja’s. A  touch of cold from the airless moon beyond the ship clung to their  landing bay causing goosepimples to rise on her exposed skin. She  climbed the ladder in a hurry and breathed a sigh of relief when the  warm air of the main hab washed over her.
    	Still shivering slightly, Andromeda headed over to her bed and  pulled on pants, and slipped a jacket over her shoulders. She debated  wearing a shirt, but decided the form-fitting top of her undersuit  was good enough for now, despite its habit of not hiding the contours  of her body.
    	She headed into the next hab and found Andreja waiting for her at  the dining table with two patty melts and glass of red wine for each  of them.
    	“Mm, smells great! When did you learn how to cook that?”
    	“It was not hard,” Andreja waved idly. “Watching you last time  was instruction enough.” Andreja sipped from her glass and glanced  at her friend briefly before looking away. “Must you always dress  so indecently?”
    	“You’re adorable when you blush, Andreja,” winked Andromeda.  “I can’t help myself.” She probed Andreja’s feeling just in  case and was relieved to detect nothing more than a touch of  appetency. And a heavy dose of confusion, which did concern Andromeda  somewhat. I shouldn’t keep teasing her like this. It’s not  fair. Setting her burger down, she got up and excused herself.  “Be right back!”
    	“Everything alright, Annie?” Andreja called after her.
    	“Yup!” She yanked the jacket off and instead put on a  loose-fitting sweater that fell halfway down her thighs. Seconds  later, she sat back down at the table and took another bit of her  lunch. “Mmph. Sorry. I was still feeling a little chilly.”
    	Andreja raised an eyebrow at her. “Oh really?” She grinned. “And  here I thought you just enjoyed showing off.”
    	Taking a drink from her glass, Andromeda winked at her. “There is  that. So, what did you wanna talk about?”
    	Andreja set down her lunch and stared pensively out of the porthole  by their table. There was much she wanted to share, but a lot of  things about her past gave her pause. Very few people in the Settled  Systems knew who she really was and from where she came. She kept  that information tight to her chest in fear of becoming an outcast. A  pariah. But with how close she and Andromeda were becoming, the idea  of keeping secrets appalled her, especially since her friend was such  an open book.
    	She silently wrestled with the idea of baring all for a handful of  minutes, until it occurred to her that she worried more about what  Andromeda’s reaction would be, rather than the idea of telling her  at all. That realization shined a light on the dark nook where the  courage she sought lay hidden.
    	“I have told you am I not one to discuss my past, and yet… I  find myself increasingly compelled to do so, to make sense of  myself.”
    	“Andreja,  You don't have to talk about anything you don't want to.”
    	“Thank you. I appreciate the reassurance, but I would like to  try.” She thought for a second about exactly how much should be  divulged, and quickly decided there would be no secrets with  Andromeda. “I… I am from House Va’ruun.”   
    	There it was. There was no going back now. Everyone in the Settled  Systems lived in fear of her people and another recurrence of the  Serpent’s Crusade. Few events in galactic history had ever been so  dark, and so bloody. Would the idea of sharing a meal, let alone a  ship �" or her own home �" with someone like Andreja frighten off  Andromeda? Would this be the end of their friendship, knowing now who  the woman with the mysterious past she befriended truly was.   
    	To her surprise, Andreja’s fears had been for naught, and she’d  underestimated her friend once again.
    	Andromeda swallowed a mouthful of food and smiled at her. “Yeah,  no [censored].” She dabbed at a bit of frisco sauce on her lip with a  napkin and chuckled. “That’s what you were so worked up about?”
    	“I… well… yes. Yes, it was. And yet I do not know why I  surprised by this reaction.”
    	“Probably because it’s weighed on you for a long time,”  observed Andromeda. “Can you pass the salt?”
    	“Pass the salt?” asked Andreja blankly. “Just like that, you  are ready to move on? I share something that would frighten most  people �" make them run for the hills, even. And you say ‘pass the  salt’ without a care in the world?”
    	“You’re still you, Andreja. Knowing that doesn’t change what I  think or feel about you, nor does it make me worry about being  murdered in my sleep. You are someone I care for deeply and I love  that you also care enough about me to have shared that. So,  you’re from House Va’ruun? Big whoop. I’m a hacker from Neon  with a criminal record who’s on Benjamin Bayu’s shortlist of  people to [censored] over with extreme prejudice. Just  don’t try to convert me and nothing about our relationship needs to  change.”
    	Andreja passed her the salt. “You never cease to amaze me,  Andromeda. Truly, you are a special person.”
    	“No, I’m a weirdo with superpowers and altered DNA. But I’ll  take it.”