Twenty One – Unexpected Guests
Plateau, Piazzi II, Piazzi System
The overwhelming feeling of dread set in quickly. Andromeda felt her heartbeat quicken intensely at the sight of the Temple and in that moment she wanted nothing more than to be as far away from it as humanly possible.
“NO!” she screamed. “No no no no no no!” She didn’t linger any longer at the rim of the mesa, and she spun on her heels and fast-walked back the way they came.
“Annie – wait!” called Andreja. She too turned away and scrambled to catch up with Andromeda. “Wait!”
She came up behind Andromeda and grabbed her shoulders to spin her around until they were face to face. The distress on Andromeda’s face and the tears coursing down her cheeks jolted Andreja into action. Seeing her lover in this manner pulled deeply at her loyalty, and offering comfort was the only thing that mattered to Andreja in that moment.
“Please, Annie. I am here. Just relax for me, yes? Please…”
“NO! That’s bullshit, Dre! I can’t – we can’t – no! I’m not staying here! I can’t do this again! I’m still [censored] up from the last one we found!” Her arms flailed about wildly in a bid to escape Andreja’s grip. “Let me go! LET ME GO!”
And then, all her resistance faltered as Andromeda fell to one knee, clutching desperately at her chest. Her heartbeat continued to increase rapidly and her chest began to constrict until she cried out in pain and slumped forward, rolling onto her side where her breath came in short, laborious bursts.
Andreja took her hands in her own and laid next to her, staring calmly into Andromeda’s fearful eyes.
“I am with you, Andromeda,” she promised. “You must breathe deeply, and it will pass. I know it will. You are strong beyond measure and you will overcome this, my dear. Just breathe. In and out. In… and out.”
Andreja’s eyes were captivating. Like a serene island nestled among a torrent of waves, they called gently to Andromeda who focused instead on their every detail. The little flecks of green so gaudy and bold standing out from the warm chestnut brown that had captivated Andromeda when they first met. They offered peace amid a moment of chaos and all she had to do was reach out.
And breathe…
In… out. Andromeda took a deep breath. Then she exhaled. In… out. In… out.
The pain began to subside. Her heart rate settled while she focused on her breathing. And Andreja’s eyes.
In… and out. In… and out.
“Yes,” encouraged Andreja. “Just like that.”
Andromeda continued breathing while she let her gaze focused solely on Andreja’s inviting eyes. All of the guarded caution that once radiated from them had been stripped away to leave a vulnerability none had ever seen until now. Until this moment, when all that concerned Andreja was the well-being of the charming woman who within a matter of weeks had torn away all the barriers she spent years erecting.
“In… and out.” Andreja placed a hand on Andromeda’s chest and checked her vitals, the data flashing across Andreja’s HUD.
“If you want to cop a feel, just go for it,” breathed Andromeda. “You never have to ask.”
“There is my girl,” smiled Andreja. “Keep breathing deeply, yes? And forget all about that damnable thing. We do not have to go anywhere near it, Annie.”
“Promise?”
“I promise. We will return to the ship and -”
A burst of static cut across their comms channel followed by a familiar voice.
“Hello? Is someone out there? Reply on this frequency if you can hear me. Our ship sensors detected an EMS transmission from a spacesuit’s onboard diagnostic. Please respond if you are in need of aid!”
Andromeda stared incredulously at Andreja. “Is that -”
“Sarah Morgan? Of that, I am sure.”
Before either of them could wrap there heads around that, Andreja called up the surface map from the Verity’s orbital scans and tried to get a fix on the signal’s origin. But that was Sarah doing out here? And was she alone? Those thoughts and a multitude of others raced through Andromeda’s mind until three short beeps sounded and her own HUD map zoomed in with a marker placed over a position seven kilometers due east.
Right at the Temple.
“They are exactly where we cannot go, Annie.”
Andromeda sighed knowingly. “The Temple?” At a quick nod from Andreja, she pulled herself up to a sitting position. “The hell is she doing out here? Do you think… No. They better not have…” She opened the channel: “Sarah, why the [censored] are you here? Did Vlad know what the [censored] was on this planet when he gave us the survey job?”
“Dro? Is that you? Is Andreja with you?”
“I am. Please answer the question, Sarah.”
“If he did, he certainly didn’t make me aware of it,” replied Sarah. “Far as I know, this was just the second anomalous reading The Eye picked up. Are you two okay? What caused the EMS alert?”
“Um. I uh…” Andromeda swallowed hard in embarrassment but was bailed out by Andreja.
“Just a malfunction,” said Andreja. “We both are perfectly well.”
There was a brief silence where Andromeda half expected to see smoke rising in the distance from Sarah’s mind furiously working out where she could go from here. Constellation’s leader no doubt wanted their help exploring the Temple and parsing its secrets – especially after all she’d heard about it last time – but she likely knew that it was still a sore subject for her one-time protege and that the only way Andromeda and Andreja would help is if it was of their own accord. Completely willingly. And Andromeda was unsure whether she could help even if she wanted to. She was only a moment or two removed from having a crippling panic attack over the Temple’s mere existence in proximity to her.
“I stand by what I said before, Annie,” said Andreja. “We do not have to go anywhere near it.”
No sooner than the words had left her mouth did Sarah come in over the mic again.
“Dro, can you switch to a different frequency? I’d like to speak to you in private.”
“Not a chance, Sarah,” said Andromeda. “Whatever you have to say to me you can say to Andreja, too.”
“Fine, then. Look, I know what happened to you was… unexpected.”
“Unexpec -” Andromeda began hotly.
“Just let me finish,” said Sarah. She waited a beat and continued when no protestation came. “I know it was overwhelming and I can’t pretend to understand how the experience made you feel. That having been said… I’m here with Barrett to investigate this structure. And you’re here with Andreja. The odds of that happening are incomprehensible without outside intervention – be it Vladimir or something else – and I, er, we, would be grateful if you could help us out. But only if you are comfortable in doing so, Andromeda. If you aren’t, then feel free to hop on your ship and blast out of here. I would never order you to come anywhere near this place. Not after the way it affected you last time. The choice is yours. And Andreja’s, of course.”
Had she not been wearing a helmet and spacesuit to keep prevent dying of asphyxiation or having intense solar radiation boil her skin off, Andromeda would have groaned and placed her head in her hands. But the large piece of equipment protecting her head left her with the groan as her only option to express her mounting frustration.
“Goddammit.” Andromeda tapped the side of her helmet and Andreja switched to their original channel with her. “Where does she get off being so compassionate and reasonable? Especially after the way she acted back home? How in the HELL does she manage to waltz down to this stupid planet and make a rousing speech that stirs something in me I didn’t know was there? UGH!”
“She had a lot of time to reflect on how your final conversation went, Annie. Perhaps Sarah is trying to meet you halfway, and make amends.”
Deep down, Andromeda knew that. Her hesitancy stemmed more from the fact that until a moment ago, her singular goal in life was to get as far away from Piazzi II as humanly possible. And now she was torn between reaching for that goal, or turning to face her fears, and the root of a deep-seated anxiety head on with her friends. And Barrett.
“[censored],” muttered Andromeda. “[censored] [censored] [censored] [censored] [censored]. I better not regret this. I think you people are having a bad influence on me.”
“I disagree,” said Andreja. “We are simply showing you how brightly your spark burns, Andromeda. You still remain the only one to not see that.”
“Whatever.” With a rush of static, Andromeda switched back to the other channel where Sarah anxiously awaited a response. “Get your ass over here before I change my mind.”
I’ll send Barrett in the REV-8,” gushed Sarah. “And I’d like to have a moment alone with you, Dro. There are some things that, well…”
“I know, Sarah.”
She dropped the channel and returned to the local comm line she shared with Andreja.
“C’mon, we can wait for Barrett at the edge of the mesa.”
They returned to the soaring rim of the rocky uplift and sat with their feet dangling over the edge. Andromeda whiled away the time tossing rocks out over what may as well have been an abyss while trying her best to ignore the elephant in the room that was the Temple. A small cloud of dust in the distance that grew steadily closer marked Barrett’s progress towards them in some sort of ground vehicle Andromeda hadn’t seen before.
Andreja regarded her silently, trying to gauge how her companion truly felt about the situation she was walking into with her head held high. She felt fiercely proud of Andromeda for confronting her fears, but she also recognized that Andromeda was not above putting on a brave face and holding in her true emotions until they burst.
“Annie?”
“Hm?”
“Are you sure about this?”
“Absolutely not, Dre. Ten minutes ago I thought I was having a heart attack over that damn thing. I just… I dunno.” She flung another rock out, this time aiming right for the Temple, and watched it fall several kilometers short while she collected her thoughts. “I can’t keep running from my problems,” she finally sighed. “First Neon, now this. I don’t wanna live in fear, constantly looking over my shoulder. Constellation took me in after Vectera and everyone of you have tried to give me the tools I need to stand tall and I resisted every step of the way. And I know it’s killing Sarah that I walked away after what happened. ‘Biggest scientific mystery’ in the galaxy as she put it, and I told her to stuff it. Truth is, Dre, I hate not knowing what happened to me. But the anxiety from it makes me hate myself even more, so instead of dealing with it rationally, I ended up breaking down at even the possibility of going through that all over again.”
There was a lot for Andreja to process after that lengthy bit of self-reflection and they were short on time. She settled for squeezing Andromeda’s hand tightly and leaning against her.
“If it will make you feel any better, I think what you are doing is very brave, Annie. And I am immensely proud of you.”
Even in the face of the continued unknown, Andromeda still felt butterflies in her stomach when Andreja said things like that. She wished their spacesuits weren’t in the way of Andreja’s lips, and settled instead for hugging her tightly.
“I couldn’t do this without you, Andreja. Any of this.” They remained in each other’s embrace for several seconds until Andromeda pointed down at the nearly arrived Barrett. “How do we scale down?”
“We don’t,” grinned Andreja. “Tell me, Andromeda Renault… have you ever heard of base jumping?”
“Oh no. I know that look. I’m not going to like this, am I?”
Andreja led her back several meters and thoroughly checked and rechecked every setting on their boostpacks multiple times for over five minutes. She was still checking them when Barrett’s voice crackled to life over the comms asking if they were ready. Andromeda had a feeling she wasn’t, and depending on what exactly ‘base jumping’ was, that she probably never would be.
“Follow my lead, and you will be perfectly safe, Annie.” Without another word, Andreja took her hand and led Andromeda to the very edge of the mesa. “We jump on three.”
Andromeda turned white as a sheet. “Holy… this is [censored] insane. Why does this [censored] keep happening to me?”
“Relax, Annie,” soothed Andreja. “You are perfectly safe with me. Are you ready?” Andromeda shook her head no, but mumbled out a resigned yes. “Take a deep breath,” continued Andreja. “One… two… THREE!”
Hand-in-hand, they leapt from the mesa. Andreja whooped with a thrilled joy at the feeling of falling uninhibited towards the rapidly approaching ground.
Andromeda screamed her head off the entire way down.