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post Jun 9 2005, 08:54 AM
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First things first... Hi.
Now that that is over with, onto the story!

Oh yeah this has blood you dont read if you dont like.

Sanity is but a figment of your imagination”

I was once a great hero. Known throughout Vvardenfell as the Nerevarine, I defeated Dagoth Ur and brought peace to Morrowind.
I traveled to Solstheim and defeated the Hunter and his wolves, thus stopping my own progression into madness due to Lycanthropy. I even destroyed the false-god Almalexia. Though I survived all that, there is only one thing I could not stop, my own insanity.

I do not know why I write this, maybe it is because I want the world to know that I am not a monster, perhaps it helps keep me sane.
I began to write these records after the first week of the infection, I wrote them during the day as I, unfortunately, have insomnia. An odd side effect of porphyric hemophilia that I suspect the gods had a hand in.

I leave these in the possession of my closest friend. I hope that he does what he feels necessary.

Well you like? I have more but I wont put it up untill it is finished(The chapter I mean, not the whole thing.).

P.S. This is my first FF so go easy on me.


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post Aug 24 2005, 05:07 AM
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Wow... I don't think I posted the last chapter here... Well here it is. Kinda late though...

“Sanity is as much a curse as madness”

Magical Clash


I went to the Sheogorad region to bring peace, only to find slaughter.

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I headed towards the Sheogorad region; I would find the Aundae clan and cleanse them. Perhaps of vampirism, perhaps of life. It was their decision, and I hoped they made the right one. As I went there I thought about my own sanity, was it a curse or a blessing? Should I have killed the Quarra clan leader? No, I was supposed to leave her there. But maybe my insanity would be of some help to me. I should not think such things, they are dangerous. Sanity is a blessing to me; I could not do without it.

I arrived out side the Aundae clan base and got my self ready, I would be in for a tough fight.

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I opened the door, and walked down the hallway in front of me. It turned two ways, just like a choice I would have to make soon. I made my choice and started down the left passage. I will not describe all of the events that took place in that place, as only one mattered. I went into that hell hole, killing anything that challenged me without remorse. I did not want to, but I had no choice, it was me or them.

After wandering down more passages then I would ever want to in a life time I came across the clan Aundae leader, an Altmer, standing on a platform above a small group of “Cattle”. He stood there with the largest amount of defiance I have ever seen for one who knew what would happen to him. The Altmer would not go down standing there, he would fight to the death if need be, but with magic, not blades. Half heartedly I pulled the Umbra off my back, and got ready for a fight.

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I leapt to the side and went behind the corner, if he can’t see me he can’t hurt me was the thinking behind my move. Alas I was wrong; the mage cast a spell that sent a chilling ball of ice past me exploding, into shards as much as two feet long in every direction. Gasping in pain from the chunk of ice stuck in my chest, I jumped over the fence to my right, and went under the platform the Altmer stood on.

I considered my options, I could simply jump up there and attack him, or I could call out the reason I was here. Both sounded good, but I doubt the mage would just give up, so I grabbed the icicle is my chest and gave it a hearty tug, pulling it right out. Dropping the chunk of ice I came up with a slight plan of sorts.

Running out from under the platform I leapt up towards the mage, surprising him in the process. I swung the Umbra in an attempt to finish this quick, yet the mage had conjured a glowing shield in the time it took me to twitch. The blade bounced harmlessly off the mystical orb of energy like a stone off a Dragon. Swearing I jumped strait up into the air and brought the Umbra down with enough force to crack a house in two. The Altmer had not been able to move in time and took the blow’s full strength with the shield. A second later the whole orb of magicka shattered into a thousand pieces.

The Altmer jumped back before I could do anything and got another spell out, fire this time. I quickly rolled out of the way of the fiery ball but was still licked by the flames, but that was all which was needed to set my arm ablaze. Dropping off the platform I rolled though the entire flickering shadow cast by the stone platform above me before the fire went out. I pulled out a small vial containing a restorative I had mixed long before hand, and downed it quickly.

Feeling my wounds healing I sneaked out the opposite side I fell down from, and quietly leapt up onto the stones holding the Altmer mage. Slipping silently forward I reached my arm out and grabbed the mage by his collar, lifting my blade to his neck I looked at him, sending along a message with a mere look. The mage simply stood there, unafraid and unaffected by the fact that a slight twitch could sever his head. He stared into my eyes with the smallest hint of arrogance twinkling in his. Never would this man admit defeat. I had no choice; I walked out of that room with one more life on my shoulders.

I now have one more place to stop before heading towards Vivic, Molag Amur, and base of the Berne clan.

I know kinda short, and just a little bit late... well more life a month late. Well anyway, I have the next and last chapter ready to post tomorrow, just reply and and it is yours tongue.gif . After all, I don't want the Admins and stuff getting mad at me for having a one sided conversation on the forums, thats for when no ones around wink.gif .


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Zelda_Zealot   Sanity   Jun 9 2005, 08:54 AM
minque   Oh yes....this is very promising, I want to read m...   Jun 9 2005, 09:08 AM
Zelda_Zealot   Nah I wont :D I almost have the First chapter...   Jun 9 2005, 09:50 AM
Dantrag   :goodjob: ^^^self explanatory.   Jun 9 2005, 04:31 PM
Zelda_Zealot   Well this chapter is as done as it will ever be. S...   Jun 9 2005, 06:37 PM
vaanic~one   that is really good! keep it up.   Jun 9 2005, 07:37 PM
Zelda_Zealot   Thanks! I have yet to start working on the next ch...   Jun 10 2005, 12:08 AM
MerGirl   Good job! :goodjob: A little more details/descri...   Jun 10 2005, 02:18 AM
gamer10   Nice, :( a lot better then anything I write. ...   Jun 10 2005, 02:34 AM
Zelda_Zealot   YAY! People like me! Well my work... Oh and Mer Gi...   Jun 10 2005, 02:49 AM
Dantrag   that is a most intersting story. well written too....   Jun 10 2005, 03:30 AM
Zelda_Zealot   that is a most intersting story. well written too....   Jun 10 2005, 03:50 AM
Zelda_Zealot   Well I decided to continue on with the story. So h...   Jun 10 2005, 06:23 AM
MerGirl   Oooooooooh, much better! :) (Not that your earli...   Jun 10 2005, 08:45 PM
Zelda_Zealot   Thanks. :lickinglips: . I was worryed that people ...   Jun 10 2005, 09:09 PM
Andric   What is this DISCUSTING peice of CRAP!? :shocked...   Jun 11 2005, 04:23 AM
Zelda_Zealot   Then I guess you will like this one! “Insanity ...   Jun 11 2005, 05:58 AM
MerGirl   Pretty good! :goodjob: Though very sad. :( *cw...   Jun 11 2005, 03:49 PM
Konradude   I wish I was brave enough to post on the fan fic p...   Jun 11 2005, 03:52 PM
Dantrag   still an awesome story, Zelda_Zealot. and konr...   Jun 11 2005, 05:11 PM
gamer10   still an awesome story, Zelda_Zealot. and konr...   Jun 11 2005, 06:16 PM
Wolfie   Great story, but it's carved, not craved lol :D   Jun 11 2005, 10:40 PM
Zelda_Zealot   Great story, but it's carved, not craved lol :D ...   Jun 12 2005, 02:48 AM
MerGirl   What LoneWolfie was talking about: "Umbra ...   Jun 12 2005, 02:54 AM
Zelda_Zealot   Ah thanks! (To both of you.) You gotta give me a b...   Jun 12 2005, 03:00 AM
MerGirl   Ah thanks! (To both of you.) You gotta give me a b...   Jun 12 2005, 03:09 AM
Zelda_Zealot   Yeah. Thats why I am going to change it. If you di...   Jun 12 2005, 03:10 AM
Zelda_Zealot   Great, looks like my last post got deleted. Well I...   Jun 18 2005, 03:19 PM
Mazuk   Awesome story.....   Jun 19 2005, 06:01 AM
jonajosa   Agreed. But will he become insane again???? :g...   Jun 19 2005, 04:13 PM
Zelda_Zealot   Why would I do that? Plot twist? Nah I got somethi...   Jun 19 2005, 08:36 PM
Zelda_Zealot   I up dated this FF a lot (More detail and over all...   Jul 9 2005, 06:33 AM
treydog   Don't know how I missed this one before- old age, ...   Jul 9 2005, 05:22 PM
Zelda_Zealot   :) Thanks. That means a lot coming from "the ...   Jul 9 2005, 10:26 PM
treydog   It has been a long wait, but the reward was worth ...   Aug 24 2005, 04:00 PM
Zelda_Zealot   YEY!! Praise from treydog!! YES...   Aug 24 2005, 05:07 PM
Neck' Thall   I Must Say WHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOH hOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...   Aug 25 2005, 02:41 AM
Zelda_Zealot   Well I don't exactly have any ideas for a sequ...   Aug 25 2005, 04:04 AM
treydog   Great surprise ending- Varro as Nerevarine, vampir...   Aug 25 2005, 02:17 PM
Zelda_Zealot   Well if by Varro you mean the guy in the Balmora f...   Aug 25 2005, 05:10 PM
Lucidarius   Your story is mesmerizing. The 'voice' of ...   Aug 29 2005, 09:43 AM


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