Isolation, More to the world..... Options

[Hra Krak One-tusk the Orc pirate]

Who, here thinks theres more to the world than we currently know? The reason I ask is that I have experienced so much that is not "normal", that I now live in quiet isolation, with my huskies and girlfreind, In the German Black forest,I have no desire to go back to a big city, or socialise on the kind of scale I used to. I deal with people on a one to one basis and thats about all I can cope with. I used to strive to change peoples perceptions of reality, to show them the mask of Society, after a while I realised that it was a mistake to do this, and as I slowly withdrew myself I began to realise that only those that ask, should be told. Im spiritual in a practical fashion, Im a humanist, and Im isolated, its not so much a sad thing, more a practical way for me to survive, people dont like it when you can see clearly who they are. Internet is interesting, because that connection isnt there, making it easier for me to communicate, and people can present facades that dont get questioned, just accepted. Being real, is not a popular past-time and I just wondered what people thought........

[Brood]

Thought about what? I envy your lifestyle in a way, sometimes I wish I could just run away into the Australian Outback and stay there and work on my projects, maybe work on a property or something. There is much more than we know, I know that a world without friends is nothing to me, it all comes down to what the world is to you.

You want to get deep I'm the right person to talk to, only at an early age I have experienced things that people have not experienced in a lifetime. I feel as though this has opened my eyes, many of my experiences pertaining to the individual rather than society on the whole. This has made me aware of my own feelings towards most others in that I have none for most, but strong feelings for others. There is a middle ground, but it is an uncertain and unhappy one, where none of those involved are to be trusted.

Being isolated with the one you love would be heaven I believe, although I feel I would sometimes miss the good times had with friends at wild parties and some of the crazy things we do. But maybe that's just my youth. Perhaps with age I would settle down and dream of places far away with the woman I love.

Cheers
Brood