Isolation, More to the world..... Options

[Hra Krak One-tusk the Orc pirate]

Who, here thinks theres more to the world than we currently know? The reason I ask is that I have experienced so much that is not "normal", that I now live in quiet isolation, with my huskies and girlfreind, In the German Black forest,I have no desire to go back to a big city, or socialise on the kind of scale I used to. I deal with people on a one to one basis and thats about all I can cope with. I used to strive to change peoples perceptions of reality, to show them the mask of Society, after a while I realised that it was a mistake to do this, and as I slowly withdrew myself I began to realise that only those that ask, should be told. Im spiritual in a practical fashion, Im a humanist, and Im isolated, its not so much a sad thing, more a practical way for me to survive, people dont like it when you can see clearly who they are. Internet is interesting, because that connection isnt there, making it easier for me to communicate, and people can present facades that dont get questioned, just accepted. Being real, is not a popular past-time and I just wondered what people thought........

[Hra Krak One-tusk the Orc pirate]

Im down at the moment, so that maybe why this may look like an "unhappy with it all" viewpoint, but Im actually ok, down but not unhappy. I beleive thier is more to existance, very strongly, Ive witnessed too much, and through that I have managed to be of assistance to many,many people. Now I have left all that behind to live a "normal" life, girlfreind, home, still looking for a suitable job (My backs broken) We are about as far away from society as you can get, small village in the black forest, and it is beautiful. Im very lucky. I think I feel useless, the skills I have cannot be used, people are afraid of alternative, mainstream is safe. I think people are losing the spiritual, moral awareness, in exchange for physical and material wealth, its off balance, and I think that is a sad thing. A few years ago in my grandmothers neighborhood, a freind of hers was robbed and raped, she was 85 years old, my grandma never went out at night again, never. Im sure theire is lots of reasons for the moral decay, but in our persuit for physical pleasures we have forgotten the spiritual strngth that got our nations to this point in time. Spiritual people use to have a purpose in our societies, now they dont. I think Im ranting so Ill stop now.