Chapter One
Night after night, dream after dream, the souls of my victums would visit me. Their voices were so mournful and full of pain and hate. Oh Azura, am I wrong? Was I wrong?
A million times over I had begged for the mercy and accepted apologies to the families and souls I have destroyed, but none ever came. I was cursed, doomed to Oblivion for what I have done, for what i've done is unforgiveable. I used to ask myself why this had to happen to me, why couldn't I have lived a better life, but i already knew the answer to those questions.
People are welcome into Azuras' kingdom if they've committed justifiable acts of murder, like to protect loved one or innocient. I can never be forgivin... I am a murderer of Gods, and that demaned eternal damnednation, without restoration.
I may have been praised by the good people of Vvardenfell for a few years, but they eventually forgot about me, leaving me to rot in the backalleys and gutters like a blighted rat. I can't say I blame them... would I welcome me into my house? Nay, I would banish me from ever setting foot in town.
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The lazy man can, what the lazy man plans.
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