Well, not much to add here.
Me, I even tried a couple of times to end my life. (Quite embarrassing and I won't go into details here.)
Needless to say, in the end my attempts failed and I don't have any scars or something to remember it. All I can say is, try to find something to do what you like to do. I used to be a wreck but since I've begun writing, things have been moving up. And best of all, things can always turn better. So just keep breathing and find happiness.
