Depressed? Insane? Options

[Wurlon]

Ever feel so depressed and insane that you sometimes question whether you are dreaming or the swirling world around you is a grim reality? I really can't tell anymore... every passing day brings more proof of my insanity and I keep feeling a rage.. to do something. I worry whether its for good or bad.

Help? No one seems to believe me or understand me anymore. Maybe I should just take a whole bottle of Advil and get my wretched existence over with. God turns his cheek to me.

[Wurlon]

The problem is I don't want to talk to people and I can't. I've already taken medication for depression for an entire year and it only seemed to make it worse so I had to stop.

[gamer10]

The problem is I don't want to talk to people and I can't. I've already taken medication for depression for an entire year and it only seemed to make it worse so I had to stop.

Maybe the reason you don't want to talk to people is because those you've tried to exlpain your emotions and feelings to have not been able to truly or really understand what you meant as you conveyed your thoughts and problems. Forgive me if I've just stated the obvious, which I fear I have.

Some time from now when you look back on that day, you'll figure that you're happy you didn't take your own life. There are years ahead of you now, since you're fourteen, and think of all that will fill those years to come. Its what I do.

There are bad days and good days, sometimes even bad years and good years. They all pass, and in the end, you'll find that life is well . . .tolerable, even wonderful. When I feel down I don't try to get my mind off what it is that gets me down, but I think about it, and I realize that it seems so strange to be worried over such a thing. I'm picked on often at school, but it doesn't get to me because I don't let it. I shrug it off, and go on staring straight ahead at the blackboard as some jock jeers mockingly at me in front of the rest of the class. You know why I can shrug it off, becuase I'm imagining that jock in a clown suit standing in a corner and juggling. People wonder how I tolerate it, I wonder why they wonder. I quite frankly don't care what other people say about me, they can laugh, giggle, eat their own damn waste for all I care. ThePerson98 is right about what he said. As for me, I'm one of those guys who lets others take the girls, I prefer my education. If people at school treat you poorly, you should literally go up to one of them, and ask them out loud in front of a classroom full of people why they treat you like they do. Ask them calmly and firmly. This is just a suggestion. I ask people who treat me as if I'm weird "Why can't you just act normal, leave me alone?"

In the end it all comes down to you. Cheer up, there are better times to come, no doubt. You're not insane, if anything just a little lost. You'll find yourself.

This post has been edited by gamer10: Jun 28 2006, 07:01 AM