Just remember all these hopeless thoughts you find entering your brain are a result of being medicated and then taken off that medication compacted with the same old coming-of-age hormonal manic depression that I, too, went through not too long ago. These thoughts aren't really you, and what you're perceiving is not really your reality.
So yeah. maybe you feel like you have no one to talk to, know one who knows you, no one who will understand or not pass judgment, and yeah it sucks, I didn't really have anybody to help me out with my depression either so I did a little biut of what you did, talked about it on the internet, wrote about everything I was feeling until my fingers were cramped and I couldn't keep my eyes open, and I started exploring around the county, taking walking tours. Oh yeah, then I started doing a lot of drugs, and that part I don't recommend to you.
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A man once asked the Buddha, "How does one escape the heat of the summer sun?"
And the Buddha replied, "Why not try crawling into the blazing furnace?"
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