Depressed? Insane? Options

[Wurlon]

Ever feel so depressed and insane that you sometimes question whether you are dreaming or the swirling world around you is a grim reality? I really can't tell anymore... every passing day brings more proof of my insanity and I keep feeling a rage.. to do something. I worry whether its for good or bad.

Help? No one seems to believe me or understand me anymore. Maybe I should just take a whole bottle of Advil and get my wretched existence over with. God turns his cheek to me.

[Wurlon]

eh I don't think if its me, but this seems ironic

Aquarius
January 20 - February 17
Today is a powerful day for you, dear Aquarius. Your emotions may be a bit stubborn, but realize the very thing you are resisting is the thing you need the most. Consider making a major change in your life that will help bring about a more healthy balance between you and the people you associate with. It may be time for a whole new outlook on how you deal with your relationships.

I know you are Wolfie ... that's why I called Wurlon the little lone wolf. I think he is younger than you - I could be wrong. Just seems that way.

Well i suppose i can let you away with that one then.....
And he is younger than me, apporx 3 years . Well, that's if he put his real date of birth in his profile thing...

Nah that is my true birthdate, I'm a honest person... I actually waited until I was exactly 14 to sign up for MySpace.. but then I was too lazy to actually make a profile rofl!

True, true Kiln ... that was sneaky of you though.

Wurlon I am soooo happy for you!! Of course online friends matter ... Doomed rocketed my spirits with a pm the other day and Pisces ... well, he just keeps in touch like no other online friend I've got. He even keeps me informed about mutual online friends we have that I haven't talked to in so long.

Wow, you lucked out about this girl being so flirty. Or maybe you just really DO instinctively know the right thing to say, little lone wolf. Seeing your smilie face did my heart so good I just can't tell you! You are the hero also for beating the depression.

eh I think maybe God blessed me yesterday (erm or very early today ;P) because my sister got her wisdom teeth out yesterday (Monday) and I stayed home in case she needed stuff and THREE friends on my AIM msged ME to see what was up... that was like M-Azing. And then of course, the online friend helped me later unknowinly (She keeps calling me cute >< god I hope it isn't a guy) and well, I DID realize something yesterday.

This isn't the only place I've spoken of my problems, but it is in detail here. Usually I discard information I thought would not work... but now I see that its all important in its own special way! But really my only problem is being social, so I guess I should look over all those social ones again ;o I mean I'm still feeling happy right now but depression is evil.. it lurks around the corners! Eh but from advice, I just have to not let things bother me so easily.. insults, bad days ... which I guess accumulated too much. I really don't know lol but I like being happy and understandable than depressed, mean and inconsiderate.

Edit: I meant to tell all the good things that happened yesterday but I was so happy and it was so late (around 3:00 in the morning or so) that I only told the one part and then wandered around a little ;P



To tell you the truth, I really look forward to coming here with no other purpose than to talk! I used to just want to check up on Tes F'ruum but now that I have found that this place is full of nice people it gives more meaning to post each time ;p

This post has been edited by Wurlon: Jul 18 2006, 04:07 PM