The night proved uneventful, no sign of danger appeared. Ahnaressu just sat against a rock, waiting for Cali to awaken. He knew what it was like to lose a mother, and he told himself that he could help her overcome her grief, but if a conversation developed, he would never find the words to say. Ahnaressu hoped that she would not blame herself for Trielle's death, and he feared more than anything that she thought it his. With another death, he was responsible for another life.
Cali awakened, only to have a faraway look in her eyes. As if she was denying what was in the present and dwelling in the past.
"I'm going to get her body...would you like to come?" Ahnaressu asked in the kindest tone he could muster.
She sighed and closed her eyes, trying to decide. She nodded her head, apparently not wanting conversation.
Ahnaressu looked into those eyes, eyes that showed pure horror in the last moments of life. Ahnaressu used his fingers to close those eyes for the last time, and said a prayer to the ancestors for the protection of Trielle's soul. Cali walked up behind him, and Ahanressu was glad that she had not seen her mother's fearful eyes. Ahanressu dug the grave while Cali watched with tearful eyes. Ahnaressu put the last bit of dirt onto the grave, and quietly left Cali to her thoughts.
Cali came back to the camp about an hour later, while Ahnaressu fed Relgar. Ahnaressu nodded to welcome her without shattering the silence she seemed to need so much. Cali merely layed down in her bedroll and cried herself to sleep. Ahnaressu woke her up, and forced her to travel with him, lest she lie in a bedroll crying for eternity. Ahnaressu felt bad for having to force her at a time in her life such as this, but did not want to risk the bandits coming again to kill them.
Balmora was not where Ahanressu wanted to be, but for Cali's sake, he had to go. He led Cali towards the temple, hoping they might help Cali's utter hopelessness. If not that, at least they could provide a warm bed and hot food for three weary travelers. Cali cried herself to sleep in the bed the temple had provided for her, while Ahanressu went to a tavern called Eight Plates to see if he could get some food for himself and his brother.
The warm kwama eggs were delicious, but the savory taste of the food did not register in Ahnaressu's mind. He hated death, he hated that he was now responsible for another person's life. Zaldin's death had left Relgar in his care, as Trielle's death had put Cali in his care. He hated it. The responsibility took a toll on him, even if he was too proud to show it. Not only that, but another responsibility was another obstacle in his thirst for revenge. He longed for the simple, joyous, life he once had, where the only worry was what beast to kill for the next meal. He grabbed an abandoned greef beside him to dull the renewed pain that washed over him.
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"Its when murder is justice that martyrs are made"
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