How close is your Fan Fiction, or other writing, to your own beliefs and experiences? Options

[Black Hand]

Anyone on this site who reads the Fan Fiction, can see the alternate and incredibly different worlds that emerge from playing Morrowind and Oblivion. Even just the starting sequence in Morrowind inspires radically different interpertations in these different stories.

So, the question I pose to my fellow writers, is the title.

how much of yourself is in your Character? Does he or she do the opposite of what you have learned, because you are curious as to what the outcome of the alternative is?

Or do you just truly roleplay and let the Character you designed react in his or her own way in this fantasy world?

For myself, my mode of thinking is heavily influenced by eastern philosophy, and fighting credos. For example, in Karate, (Which I was forced to endure as a young child) My Sensei would always ingrain in me the importance of focus, and not necessarily supressing emotion, but not letting it cloud your judgement during a sparring match.

Years later he is speaking through Goren Andarys, The Master of the Morag Tong in Ald'Ruhn whose trade is a monk, (Hand to hand being their major skill) and Sethyas velas, My Character, is a young learning individual, who can make dumb choices based on his emotion.......much like me.

Later on I would read the Art of War by Sun-Tzu and actually apply it in many areas of my life. (As well as my Fan Fic)

But's thats my example of it, so where do you guys stand?

[jack cloudy]

My characters generally portray thoughts that go on in my mind, not my actions. (I'm the calm, quiet type who can practically become invisible. I only need a spell for true invisibility.)

Luper is the part of my that refuses to take things for granted and also my belief that nothing is as perfect as some people want me to think. Some of my arrogance is also there, but Luper is far worse than me at that. He's also the rude part of me. (This part never gets to speak in real life. Unfortunately, my social position means I only get trouble from insulting people.)

Aureus Lucis is the part of me that believes that brains are better than big muscles. Yes, he's strong as a vampire but if you watch him in the Cursed Blood, you'll notice he relies more on spells. And he's got style, is polite and always (or almost always) calm. I'm the same, only I lack the style.