Dearest Buffy,
Imagine my joy when a little dove found me right as I jumped off of Frostbreak Ridge. It's in Wrothgar, have you been there? The fishing is great! Anyway she followed me down and delivered her message when I climbed out of the water. Your kind birthday wishes warmed me all the way through, even barefoot on the ice as I was.
Voljar Spiced Mead! You were brave to try a sip! When I was a lad they used to tell us it would put hair on our chests. Well I don't know if mead was responsible, but something sure did. I hope you suffered no ill effects from your brief trip to the floor and back. I can assure you I've made that trip many times and stayed down a lot longer. When I'm next in Windhelm I'll visit Ciceri first and pick up your kind gift to me. When the day's work is done assuming I've survived I'll head out to the bridge and toast your health and our friendship. Wherever you are, we'll be under the same moons. Maybe you'll be looking at them too.
Many thanks for the mead. I look forward to enjoying its spicy kick with warm thoughts of you. Shade and sweet water to you, dear Buffy. And as ever, good hunting.
Your friend,
Jerric
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Here's a postcard from a very different birthday.Sun's Dusk, 3E433
When the last dremora fell she took Jerric down with her. He slipped again pulling his blade out. No time to heal. Something could be coming. Slow steps to the column of flames. The sigil stone shook in his hand. If he let go would the Gate still close? Could he just let the fire take him?
Not this time. The platform lurched and he started to fall, then he was the wind roaring down through the tower, into the nameless dark, and back out under the shattered skies of Tamriel.
He fell to his knees and one hand, but that arm could no longer hold him. The sigil stone made a cracking sound against the buckled ground, now baked into blistered glass from the Oblivion Gate's heat. He fumbled for his day pack. A rag and the rest of his water. Now he could see. Now he could swallow.
Nothing had changed in the days he had been in there. The clannfear still slumped in a blackened pool of its own guts. The scamps lay in pieces where he had left them. No flies buzzed on the daedric corpses. Nothing came for him out of the trees.
He wrapped the sigil stone and carried it to his packs. First he had to deal with this arm. He had straightened the bone and healed it back in the Deadlands, and now he worked on knitting the rest of the flesh. There was still something near the bone where he'd had to close the wound over it. He didn't have the skill to tell what it was nor the spell to remove it. If it festered, it would solve all of his problems for him.
Like food. And he needed more water. But before that, rest. He stumbled into the trees and scraped a pile of leaves together. He was too tired for a fire, too tired to look for his horse. He hunkered down near a boulder with his packs at his back and weapons at hand, then pulled the leaf litter and pine straw over him. If it snowed he'd consider it a blanket. Tonight he was in Kyne's hands.
Velvet lips and prickly whiskers woke him. His horse Flash had returned.
The arm ached in a way that wanted attention, but there was no heat from the wound more than should be there. Jerric drank from a stream and ate mushroom caps as they walked, with some late season motherwort stems in case he was wrong about the mushrooms. There were still summer bolete to be found, and clouded funnel caps. The blue entoloma he picked went into his day pack. He wanted to mix potions soon, and that meant a campfire. But he needed to find something more substantial to eat. It had been days. He could feel it in his legs. Even the cold was starting to creep in. Sometimes he could get lucky and antagonize a small boar into attacking him. He was in no shape for that type of encounter now.
Follow the stream, then follow the river. It always worked. He came out of the woods into a broad valley. Sheep dotted the hillsides around a village. Only one road went away over the ridge. There was no wall, just wattle fences around the gardens. They may not have an armorer, but someone would have a forge and anvil. He needed help with repairs. And someone to tend the wounds he couldn't properly clean.
Something was happening on the village green. Jerric led Flash between the houses, keeping his hands away from his weapons.
An older man stood in a dooryard, arguing with a young woman. "Not today," he pleaded. "Give it a night and think about it! You can go if it's still a good decision in the morning."
She had a blanket rolled over her shoulder, a satchel hung at her side, and probably her best boots on. "If not today, then when? When another Gate opens and the daedra come? I didn't have the gold to buy a blade on Warrior's Festival, but by Stendarr I will have one tomorrow when you'd have me still thinking on it."
"Tonia," he said quietly. "You're all I have."
"I love you, Papa." She threw her arms around him, then pushed quickly back. "Please give me your blessing. At least let me carry that with me."
Jerric kept walking. He could see them now, the county militia, organizing the handful of youngsters and a few oldsters who came running with whatever goods they thought they'd need to take to war. A few parents, some proud, some turning away, one careworn woman striding with purpose to line up beside what must be one of her own.
A white-haired man chopped wood near a cottage step, his back to the proceedings. Someone inside the house next door was weeping.
Jerric couldn't find the words to greet him.
The man looked him over, axe in hand. "You ain't with the militia. Help you, mister?"
"I need food," Jerric said. "I can't pay you, but I can trade."
The man walked in through the open cottage door, still holding the axe.
Jerric stood with Flash, listening to the murmur of contented chickens. Clean linens waved on the washline. A dog barked somewhere on the other side of the green, answered by another. He remembered sleeping under a roof. He remembered the feel of his bed. Light streaming in through clean windows, laughter, and the smell of hearth-bread. His own dog's chin pressing into his knee. Young voices clamoring for attention at the end of a workday. All gone, now. Gone to ash.
The man came out holding a rough-stitched sack. It smelled of ham and apples.
"Let me cut some wood for you," Jerric said.
"Just take it." The man held it at arm's length. "And best you move on. There's strange folk and rough ones about these days, but I ain't seen none that looks rougher than you."
Jerric took the bag. "Thank you. When was Warrior's Festival?"
"Two days ago."
I'm thirty years old then, by Imperial reckoning, Jerric thought.
I'm the eldest in my family. And the youngest. He looked down through the village for a long moment, and at the road that led away over the hills. Away to somewhere. Then he turned and led Flash back into the trees.
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